phero hill - ronin lyrics
[verse 1]
i’m searching for something that isn’t seen
i’m searching for what it’s meaning to be
a human just navigating the earth
a human just calculating his worth
with nothing less than syllables to my name
and nothing more than a pocketful of change
i’m only broke cuz i’ve been so brokenhearted
the hollow hope my dna as an artist
but i made the decision
i should’ve read the description
my confidence plundered now
there’s no comfort in my condition
a sucker for supposition
i wonder what i’ve been missing
i’ve sacrificed all this time
and nothing’s come to fruition
and i can’t seem to decompress
i’ve been dreaming more but i’m sleeping less
cannot free the stress
will i see success
when i feel like i’ve been only
moving east to west
if i leave the nest
will i bleed regret
or find a better opportunity
to seize respect
i’m not deep in debt
or competing death
so was there ever any reason
i should be depressed?
[verse 2]
just a victim of peer pressure
a victim to what makes me feel better
a suspect of lying to my perception
a suspect of trying it for acceptance
[sword unsheaths]
and now i can’t seem to understand
the meaning to be a man
the demons of who i am
naive when it all began
the scenery’s just a fl!cker
i took a step in the frame
so i could center the picture
and i caught wind of the movement
never left any room for improvement
i neglected the glue in the blueprint
i was being swept by the
view of illusion
now i’m only left with
these open wounds
cuz mom had doubts
when i broke the news
that i found me a place in the cadence
with an idea she could never really open to
but is there happiness
if i change fields cause
p-ssionate
don’t pay bills
and my life might seem fine but y’all can’t see how
this pain feels
and i might sound cliche
but i ain’t trying to win no sympathy
it’s just f-cked up when you find out
your dream just ain’t what’s meant to be
so i’m stuck
breathing is rough
believing it ain’t really
reason enough
reading the ink
an achievement of meaning
and i’m leaning to think i should leave it to luck
lost in a place where they can’t seem to find me
cuz all that i write down will always remind me
that i may never make it
patiently waiting
fading away and away from mistakes
invading the vacant statement is laying
placing the blame on
the game being erased
it’s framing the face
it’s a way to explain why i’m feeling more
than i should
why’s it that i feel like i’m
misunderstood
but i know this is my
fault cuz i chose to do this
and when they showed it no love
i’d cook up excuses
i use it
so i could slice the wicked truth of reality
but the fact is that my
p-ssion took all the p-ssionate out of me
so now i
leave behind
the dream of mine
as it seems to rely on my means to find
some peace of mind
the end of the fight
i center the knife
raising the blade
as a weigh out
the way i surrender to life
[sword slices through body]
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