plague the fallen - the diary lyrics
[verse 1]
sit alone in my house, alcohol in my mouth
man this sh+t ain’t cheap i’m gettin’ every drop of it out
demons keepin’ their hold, man i’m feelin’ real cold
i can see the devil reaching comin’ after my soul
man i can’t think of a reason to get the f+ck outta bed
shed three tears in the dark, am i alive or dead?
haven’t shaved in a week, reek of liquor and weed
even p+ss in the sheets, what a sight it must be
that’s my life, what a delight, oh how i f+cked it all up
it’s alright yeah it’s alright yeah i just hear what i want
i keep thinkin’ i’ll do better think what better could mean?
but i’m knowin’ gettin better is just hopeless for me
turn my darkness into words and put ’em all in a song
if you feel the way i feel then won’t you please sing along
if you do not feel the same i really hope that you’ll tell
all of us the way we can escape from this h+ll, because
[chorus]
i’ve been sittin’ here all by lonesome
stuck here in h+ll just a man with no one
feelin’ so cold, so hurt and so broke
will i ever leave here man i don’t know
so much hate pain hurt and more pain
i hope to one day get up out of this rain yeah
so much red blood runs from these cuts
what the h+ll you do when your life is so f+cked
[verse 2]
thinkin’ back in the past, i remember a kid
he would smile he would laugh, that was all that he did
he just loved havin’ fun every chance that he’d get
little did that kiddie know he’d never smile again
that was me that was me yeah that was me yes it was
can’t believe i can’t believe the f+ckin’ guy i’ve become
all the pain that i have caused and all the evil i’ve done
there could be a million heavens i ain’t welcomed in one
i’m a f+ck up for sure and that makes me depressed
must confess that i’m a mess, a man who’s filled with regrets
am i really this bad? is it all in my head?
now i’m startin’ to think, am i better off dead?
hope you know you’re not alone thats why i made you this song
even though the world is cruel i promise that you belong
if you do not feel the same i really hope that you’ll tell
all of us the way we can escape from this h+ll because
[chorus]
i’ve been sittin’ here all by lonesome
stuck here in h+ll just a man with no one
feelin’ so cold, so hurt and so broke
will i ever leave here man i don’t know
so much hate pain hurt and more pain
i hope to one day get up out of this rain yeah
so much red blood runs from these cuts
what the h+ll you do when your life is so f+cked
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