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poetic mind - money kills lyrics

[verse one: poetic mind]

becca went to public schooling when she was 16
she wanted to grow up to support her parents was her dream
she was always sharing as an adolescent
it was a lesson
she was too young to realize money wasn’t all as it seems
she wanted to make her family proud like on the tv screens
so she met this boy named mark he also was 16
he was always telling compliments an treated her just like a queen
eventually he asked her out
and then she busted out a shout
and then she really screamed!
yes was answer cuz love & loyalty is what they both fiend
they ended up having a baby
it was crazy in the early teens
it was hard for them getting part time jobs
there legs & arms would always throb
but it was worth any pain, any strain, any sprain
for the baby they would never ever stop
they where always working at 16 just to make ends meet
up in a convenient store shop
parents always pitched in to help them get on top
farther in life they saved up money
an living comfy then they decided got married
but sometimes love can be scary
not a 2nd thought, they both where ready
later down the road
her parents died of a unsolved murder
money laying all around nothing was taken but it hurt her
dressed in all black
lost memories are never coming back
this would always replay in her mind and it blurred her
loosing her sanity this tragedy has always stirred her
10 years in the future moved on from the past
at last she’s living in the moment
her husband off to work with a smirk
saying goodbye i love you, that was his slogan
usually he took the long way
all day but now hes cruising on the highway like he stole it
riding on the right side of the lane
it’s insane a truck swerved into his car leaving him frozen
his life flashed before his eyes, he didn’t even realize
before he could act he died on impact and everything was broken
it caused a big explosion
next thing you know she gets a call but that’s not all
the police showed up to her front door
with the death of her husband and then she hit the floor
dropping to her knees, saying god why for?
the next day it was on the morning news
they said he burnt to death then she blew a fuse
lost and confused
he just left and know he’s taking permanent snooze
daughter an mother both of their hearts broken and bruised
she was a stay at home mother but a job she must peruse
didn’t get her diploma or ged, to busy with life in her shoes

[verse 2: poetic mind]

ended up getting a job in a grocery for selling booze
saving for her daughters education is what she’d choose.’
getting a babysitter for daughter
15$ an hour is what she’d offered
saved up for daughter
schooling but now it’s going to cost her
always puttin the money in a jar she preferred
little susie always came first in her mother eyes
she always realize, and they where never disturbed
a few more years in the future, as she’s sitting at a computer
a manager position for the company and she was a tutor
life was looking up and her job improved her
susie was about 17
she always fiened for her father
but she knew her mom was working hard so it didn’t bother
becca had a couple thousand in the jar for daughter
her parents always said “it’s better to have a plan b”
is what they taught her
saving up seemed like a good deed
but becca was always feeling sick food she wouldn’t eat
so medications is what she would always need
she was taking a shower and put her hands threw her hair
then she felt that bald spots was there
.. dam..
dropping to her knees
saying lord help me please, as she made a prayer
wearing a hat around her kid and public
she couldn’t stomach, her kid seeing it there
she was dying and feelin’ so despaired
lost and drained with no repair
she went to the doctor with no insurance
but they insured her
they said “cuz you lost your job it wouldn’t matter
fmla plays that factor.”
is what they said
but now she’s drowning in the debt
another day from work she couldn’t even pay rent
stress and tension building up
and she’s falling in depression
one late night she woke up crying and then she questions?
why am i really living?? then she prays to the heavens
“sorry for everything, god please watch over my child
please don’t her be defiled. i can’t do this anymore
i’m sorry but my life is like a never ending constant war
and i don’t understand why i’m really fighting for?”
it’s 3am and she gets out of bed
going to her daughters room and this is what she said:
“i hope you live your life to full potential
i can already see, that you will be successful
always be yourself, and never be judgmental
we all fall short, so always be respectful
i love you more anything
any ring, any bling
i’m sorry it had to this way
who knows? you may even see me another day?”
then she kissed her daughter on the cheek
walking out the door
then she grabbing her keys to her car for the ignition start
no expressions or emotions just felt dull inside her heart
late night cruising
she don’t know what she doing
driving just to get stress
off her chest
cuz she felt her life was ruined
a few more miles later a bright white sign
it said “buy 1, get one free”
smith & wesson ammo free with any weapon
walking back right to her car
she sat down then she thought about it
putting the gun right to her dome and she doubted
(boom)

- poetic mind lyrics

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