portraits of past - the song with the slow part lyrics

this is what is. this is really important. this is what is. this is useless. i’m wasting my time. i’m wasting myself. i won’t bleed for nothing, because to me this is something. i won’t turn myself inside out for your pleasure. and i don’t want this just to be background noise. this is something. this is what runs in my veins. i put a lot into this. i get a lot out. out of myself