problem of time - eulogy lyrics
[00:20.61]will i ever find peace
[00:23.49]or escape reality
[00:26.53]i cannot think about this
[00:28.42]you know i’ll lose my godd+mn mind
[00:32.77]embracing the chaos
[00:35.19]while the moment lasts
[00:37.64]am i facing the demons or
[00:40.30]giving in to the enemy
[00:42.27]within us all
[00:44.18]i write my eulogy
[00:46.68]to ask myself
[00:48.05]what values i lived by
[00:51.54]and can i say
[00:53.15]i’m satisfied
[00:56.32]i wanted to be
[00:58.83]the man revered
[01:00.30]in my family’s eyes
[01:03.82]and what i’ve done
[01:05.74]has k!lled my pride
[01:08.79]i know
[01:11.25]i know
[01:12.09]that i lost it when i fell
[01:14.28]i fear that all this anger
[01:15.88]will consume me slowly
[01:20.54]like a note from the past
[01:23.25]the pages crumble and fall
[01:26.37]the sorrow that we bottle up inside
[01:29.40]forgetting everything
[01:33.30]i write my eulogy
[01:35.71]to ask myself
[01:37.04]what values i lived by
[01:41.18]and can i say
[01:42.55]i’m satisfied
[01:45.51]i wanted to be
[01:48.07]the man revered
[01:49.41]in my family’s eyes
[01:53.30]and what i’ve done
[01:54.72]has k!lled my pride
[01:58.58]a badge of dishonor that i contemplate
[02:04.79]it’s a self+deception that i formulate
[02:10.76]the pain of an individual fool like i
[02:16.90]is well deserved, it’s not a sacrifice
[02:23.20]and heaven knows just how deep the scars are
[02:28.27]and how far i have gone
[02:31.28]god knows there’s nothing left for me
[02:34.96]i write my eulogy
[02:37.44]to ask myself
[02:38.54]what values i lived by
[02:42.66]and can i say
[02:44.06]i’m satisfied
[02:47.09]i wanted to be
[02:49.56]the man revered
[02:51.43]in my family’s eyes
[02:54.69]and what i’ve done
[02:56.41]has k!lled my pride
[02:59.63]i write my eulogy
[03:02.35]to ask myself
[03:05.65]clear eyed
[03:07.22]can i say i’m satisfied
[03:11.63]i wanted to be
[03:15.17]the man revered
[03:16.52]only if i tried
[03:19.88]but what i’ve done
[03:20.86]has k!lled my pride
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