propain - my life, pt. ii lyrics
[j dawg]
be careful what you ask for
[chorus]
if you looked in my life, you could see what i see (x4)
[verse 1: propain]
blessings, what the h-ll is that we stressin’
ain’t no food around this b-tch, my daddy took an exit
momma double-shiftin still feel like we got nothin’
i can’t sleep cause the roof leak
and water drip inside this f-ckin’ bucket
either starvin’ or you thuggin’, or sellin’ dope we was 13
boy dropped outta school and started hustin’
my dawg schooled me to these stealin’ cars i ain’t wanna touch it
but the way them hoes kept laughin’ at my shoes i was like f-ck it
so now we on some sh-t, we tip-toein’ when we roll up
backin’ n-gg-s cars out driveways like a tow truck
hit the nawf side cause the chop shop gon’ give us more bucks
and them same hoes that was laughin’
at my shoes now they gon’ f-ck
blindfolded in the fast lane, we can’t slow up
we on the news now, auto-theft division startin’ to know us
the walls was closin’ in, them clear skies turn to grey
see that’s the part about the streets
that they don’t warn you when you play
them hatin’ n-gg-s k!lled my dawg, a b-tch set em up
ain’t leave the house for 3 days, my pillow case was wet as f-ck
when you young, you can’t fathom that they never comin’ back
your baby boy gone, how the f-ck i tell his momma that
my soul numb, they gave my bro a dub and closed the case
that devil go to work, n-gg-s hard to hold your fate
ghetto dealers bad ends, but this the cards we chose to play
we ain’t worried about tomorrow, hope they don’t take our soul today n-gg-
this my life
[chorus]
if you looked in my life, you could see what i see (x4)
[verse 2: j dawg]
i’m screamin’ out to you lord, it’s your long-lost child
i know i strayed off, been gone for a while now
please don’t turn that devil to me
you say “ask and you will receive”
father forgive me i’m lost hoe -ss devil got me under his wing
every time i try to come, he always intervenes
strike a flame deep in my brain, got me thinkin’ bout k!llin’
when at first, i was thinkin’ unchain
like a n-gg- schizophrenic
one minute i’m cool, and then i’m actin’ a fool
can’t understand it i’m manic sh-t, so close to goin’ insane
lord please if you don’t ease this pain, least stop the rain
pourin’ down hail storm lately
heart torn, got me blinder than a new born baby
smoke at least 2 or 3 packs of newports daily
my body done
lord if you don’t come these skies are gonna take me away
sound weak? well n-gg- you come fade it
i done lost so many partners now, how i ain’t crazy
but i ain’t know imma need ya, no i didn’t non believer
mind wicked
i done witnessed some of the sickest evils done to people
sh-t i committed sins i can’t believe forgiven either
and i believe in jesus, but i’m still scared of sleepin’
dreamin’ bout these same b-tch -ss demons every night
tryna k!ll me i really feel it, i be fightin’ for my life
and right before i, die
can’t wanna see this sh-t
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