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psychopathmahdi - pray for me (obituary letter) lyrics

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[1st verse]:
they ask me lately if i’m good? if i’m fine?
i tell ’em sure, but literally, i’m dyin’ inside
and i can’t just the heck back to drink, no more wine
i’m so lost, not just about i lost my shine

i lost a brother, and i still can’t handle it
i swear to god i can’t even admit he’s dead
i feel like i’m losing my mind
’cause i’m talking to myself the whole time
i was so far from him, now i’m inclined and my parts ain’t entwine

the most thing i trust in my mind is memories
it’s so confusin’ now, i keep forgettin’ everything
can’t notice what i do, can’t say i can’t stand
can’t notice that i drop anything from my hand

now i can’t trust my mind, or trust my memories
sometimes i keep askin’ myself, is my brother dead?
but the painful part, when i totally go crazy
did i even have a brother? or i’m livin’ on my mind illusion

[hook]:
so homies pray for me, i’m so tired
pray before i lose the rest of my mind
sad when you know you’re losing your mind, true
these walls p+ssed off, this walls so tired too
[verse]:
don’t blame me for being away, i never mean it
used to be love being alone, but sometimes i ain’t
i don’t know when or how long i need to heal myself
you see me absurd, i see me stand on the edge

i hate sounds, that’s why my phone always silent
since he’s died
i’m looking for help, but i don’t wanna you talk to me at the same time
just make an excuse for me, i’ll talk when i can not when i want

believe me, i hate back to this habit
i don’t wanna be alone, but i need no sounds
you scared of me? you care about me, wanna help me?
same, i scare and i care and wanna help me too!

don’t blame my weakness, did you surprised?
you thought i’m really livin’ with a petrified heart?
used to see me as adam, but as mohamed, no dude
used to be like a mountain, now i’m cryin’ like a hoe

[hook]:
so homies pray for me, i’m so tired
pray before i lose the rest of my mind
sad when you know you’re losing your mind, true
these walls p+ssed off, this walls so tired too
[3rd verse]:
now did you got that picture, i’m weak texture
did i filled this fissure, like the ditcher
i keep tellin’ myself get up, you’re the best fighter
but i’m losing this fight, i need to rest not be tighter

and i hate like you when all i say is excuses
forgive me, i’m so close to dead rose
accept my excuse, don’t absurd my blues
i’m so confused like i can hear you from my nose!!

you can see me indeed so lost in life
i snooze then woke up laugh, ’cause i catch you laughing guys
not knowing why? but tryin’ to act be fine
while i’m literally livin’ another life in my mind

i’m tired and p+ssed off my dark side
i talk about it, like i wanna y’all hate me, right?
but why then i clear it, i don’t know what i want, alright
why my feelings conflicting, smile to me when i dye

[bridge]:
so homies pray for me, i’m so tired
pray before i lose the rest of my mind
sad when you know you’re losing your mind, true
these walls p+ssed off, this walls so tired too

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