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punishment test - tears won't stop lyrics

[verse 1]
the veins in my head poke out every direction
poor execution, you all caused the infection
digging into my brain so you can rest with the hurting
and even when i’m gone, keep holding onto your burdens
i’ve searched too long and come up empty handed
all you’ve become is a memory in the form of an apparition
i told you face first, it wasn’t my only decision
but you didn’t want to pursue with me cause you hated my religion
living the dream in the city while i’m broken and damaged
you saw it as an opportunity to use me toward your advantage
swallowing my bravery, leaving me breathlessly
telling me when i find someone else, you’ll always be daddy
the darkness is inviting me, popping two packs of xanax
you’re inviting me over to rape me so now you’re acting frantic
with one small cl!ck, i can choose who i pick
you just wanted me for s+x? you had to be more sl!ck
we met for the first time but you couldn’t respect it
expecting god to come and hand you over a blessing
to take the torn pieces of me with the reasons you’re breaking me
to succumb to the nature of the pain, you’re not in reality
one more cop on the scene, leave me dead like the rest
you wanna be in a relationship but leech off my stress
i left that night feeling worthless, love my life less
go find someone else to love, cause it isn’t me
[chorus]
you all wanna say sorry to me now
where were you guys when i was down?
that’s the way the guilt rolls
tears won’t stop streaming down
what kind of fake love have i found?
it’s the same abusive cycle around and round

[verse 2]
the pressure in my chest is hurting my trust
in the circle of dust, happiness fades faster than rust
with the constant whispering inside of my ear
nothing you could say could deaden my fears
the beats my heart make with the blood i drew
isn’t for you to gain more sympathy with your snapchat views
can’t wake up and make up, it’s all just fake love
so how can you love me when you never even met me?
your actions are your mental health purging
i don’t need to dwell in your stress, i don’t deserve this
i don’t need to wake up and cut myself in half
and gouge my eyes from the call you did before i left
seeing the sight of your d+ck shoots pain in my back
where are my vicodin pills i had when my t++th got ripped out?
i was purging my demons while you keep dreaming
guess it’s back to the drawing board of constantly blocking
you out of my life, you don’t live with the strife
you didn’t know how i felt when i had the grip on the knife
the sights you sent me are engraved in the cemetery of my mind
and after the things i said, you’re still blind to the fact i don’t want you
every month you say you still love me
it’s been over a year, coming to take away my happy
i’m crying in the closet with the thought of your message
and remembering you using me as a f+cking weapon
[chorus]
you all wanna say sorry to me now
where were you guys when i was down?
that’s the way the guilt rolls
tears won’t stop streaming down
what kind of fake love have i found?
it’s the same abusive cycle around and round

[chorus]
you all wanna say sorry to me now
where were you guys when i was down?
that’s the way the guilt rolls
tears won’t stop streaming down
what kind of fake love have i found?
it’s the same abusive cycle around and round

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