qhostii - spider on my wall lyrics
[intro: qhostii]
found myself a cave that i can call home
still can’t make a friend for my life, though
will it always be like this forever?
if it weren’t for my luck, i wouldn’t think so
catch myself talking to the walls
never would i ever think they’d answer
spider webs with something hanging off
and that something is a tiny bystander
[chorus: qhostii]
why am i always the one that gotta apologize?
there’s a spider on my wall
he sees everything i do with his one hundred eyes
tells me all that i did wrong
never tеlls me what i do right
it’s not like he can rеspond
maybe it’s all inside my head and i might be too far gone
[verse 1: j coyn drive]
if it’s a spider on the wall, habits turn into withdrawals
i been speaking of my flaws, i been trying not to fall
some thoughts are violent, surprising when i close my eyelids
i’m hiding out by the violets, i’m fighting for they indictment
i’m trying a way for new discovery upon the dark horizon
a blank slate ain’t doin’ much when none the paint is drying (ayy)
you ain’t progressing from doing nothing, you uninspired
and you spilling words all around when you should keep it quiet
some habits turn to addiction, these cautionary tales
overthinking turns to dismissing the troubles that entail
people posting up all they problems just like it’s show and tell
really should be quiet, they lifestyle bringing em h+ll
you hearing me? i’m speaking to you, i’m here to tell the truth
spiders on the walls and the roof, you gotta see it through
passion in the focus, we magnifying another clue
living in the moment is better, it’s what you supposed to do
[chorus: qhostii]
why am i always the one that gotta apologize?
there’s a spider on my wall
he sees everything i do with his one hundred eyes
tells me all that i did wrong
never tells me what i do right
it’s not like he can respond
maybe it’s all inside my head and i might be too far gone
[verse 2: qhostii]
tell me this is my fault? no, that can’t be true
you’re just acting bitter, what the f+ck i do to you?
what the h+ll you know about my f+cking past?
why am i even talking? i shoulda never asked
talking to a spider, am i crazy?
is it more or less in saying that that b+tch tryna change me?
but i don’t wanna get better
mind’s a little fuzzy but from what i remember
i was the savior of my people ’til i got lost
i didn’t have a purpose ’til the day i got shot
woke up surrounded by ivs and nurses
now i got a purpose ’cause that day, i found god
i was the one that got me in this position
i wasn’t done but the angels didn’t listen
eyes in my skull, trapped inside like a prison
so what’s with this arachnid that keeps giving me visions? d+mn
[chorus: qhostii]
why am i always the one that gotta apologize?
there’s a spider on my wall
he sees everything i do with his one hundred eyes
tells me all that i did wrong
never tells me what i do right
it’s not like he can respond
maybe it’s all inside my head and i might be too far gone
[outro: qhostii]
spider tells me all of they secrets
don’t wanna believe but the truth hurts
that sh+t tearing me to pieces
different species, not a man, a woman, or anything human
asking myself, “what do i do then?”
it doesn’t matter which god you picked
’cause in the end, we all end up losing
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