r dia - hurt/here lyrics
hurt (part 1)
verse 1:
i know i rap a lot about feeling broken and so hurt
that’s all i witness on a day to day so why not write it in my verse
there’s been a couple moments in my life where i feel so f+cking cursed
thinking when my time is up and when i’m buried in the dirt
my n+gga told to me about a girl he used to f+ck with k!lled herself
we should be talking about this way more like f+ck a gucci belt
we just praying she’s in heaven now looking down and not in h+ll
unlike me where i been doing bad all my life i desеrve to melt
in the dеvils flames, wishing i can change and better myself
i feel like my life would be taken when i’m 25 like adele
or even locked away like a f+cking dog in a prison cell
i hope i’m remembered by memories and stories people will always tell
had dreams of the devil, tryna remember if we made a deal
still living in a town where brothers are dying right in the f+cking field
we should be coming together and hunting down these f+cking others
that don’t want to see us winning for ourselves and even for our mothers
i’m getting tired of beefing and tryna k!ll brothers we grew up with
since elementary or our mothers living on the block since we were kids
i’m getting tired of beefing and tryna k!ll brothers we grew up with
since elementary or even since we were all still sucking on bibs
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(transitioning intro “here”)
verse 2:
death is what i fear
got sum brothas over here
down to hunt sum p+ssy n+ggas down like sum f+cking deer
it’s 2am and now i’m smoking and drinking 20 beers
after my sons death everything is now looking very clear
drinking and driving hoping god takes the wheel and steers
he can go and end my life or let me see another day
i was never a believer till i seen my mother pray
now i’m recovering and better myself from all this pain
locked away in my room is the only way i’m feeling safe
wit a pen and paper and a beat from notata making flames
i’m the only n+gga in the ville really bringing sum change
now i’m chilling wit sum girls and catching this certain vibe
right before i lost my mind and had jaiden in my life
happy again after months of sorrow and wanting to die
wit the noose around my neck or cutting myself wit a knife
i still remember the times i almost ended my life twice
but i gained some inner strength and fought back every night
like rubs wit his right hand man that passed in a blink of a eye
i was meant to be in darkness so please turn off the lights
pass the lighter to spark this 10th l to better my high
now i’m thinking i’m so thankful for my mother and my guys
if my mother ever knew the things i went thru she would cry
all day and all night and just come and ask me why ?
and the only thing we both hear is the wind in the air
thinking too myself since when did all of these people f+cking care ?
after suicidal depressing bars n0body ask if i was good
would’ve been crazy if i actually went ahead and f+cking took
my life and everyone that didn’t gave a f+ck would be shook
i used to beg for help cause i needed help so go and pop the hood
look at my inner problems and past life and actually f+cking look
i’m just used to being alone and f+cking b+tches in the zone
back to being a dog wit my dogs and coming back home
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