r. tragedy - underground (demo) lyrics
(verse 1)
i’m feeling so f+cking drained, replace my battery
these people always calling me just reinforce the fallacy
that suicidal thoughts belong to selfish f+cking drama queens, attention seeking little girls and everyone except for me
i know there’s other people in the world worse off than me
and those certain other people don’t have motherf+cking luxuries
of food in their stomachs or a roof above thеir head
but they’re still wishing for a lifе and i’m still wishing for my death
i don’t deserve to complain about my problems
i have the resources and ability to solve them
i can’t bring myself to get on any medication but alcoholic beverages and chronic m+st+rbation
i can’t see a doctor, i’m afraid of what they think
have i hit rock bottom?
how much lower can i sink?
if i keep myself alive, it won’t be for very long
if i end it all now, will you remember me when i am gone?
(chorus)
got a job that you hate
sold your dreams for some shame
cause she called out your name
yeah, she called out your name
you cut your t++th on these chains
made a life from the scene
then sold your blood in the rain
sold your blood in the rain
(verse 2)
i’m not asking you for any kind of help
your number one priority should always be yourself
but i tell you all these kinds of things in hopes that you hold onto life
it’s a little f+cking sad that i can’t take my own advice
holding onto something that was better off dead
i got to know myself and the voices in my head
i try to see a future where thesequel’s still around and not wasting away six feet under f+cking ground
i got everything that i can ever dream
money, girls and music, at the top of the scene
but when you’re at the top, looking down scares you to death
if i lose it all now, i fear that i’ll have nothing left
i’m living my life at the bottom of a glass
it doesn’t f+cking matter what i’ve done with my past
if i slip up or f+ck up for just one day, then everything i’ve built will decompose and fade away
(chorus)
got a job that you hate
sold your dreams for some shame
cause she called out your name
yeah, she called out your name
you cut your t++th on these chains
made a life from the scene
then sold your blood in the rain
sold your blood in the rain
(outro)
don’t feel bad for me my love
don’t cry for me
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