rahul tailor - reflect lyrics
runnin from deep toughts
they say i sleepwalk
probably runnin from the
devil when he talks
don’t dream
i got nightmares
dont dare, cuz im scared
everybody dont care
like i care
cursed with despair
i feel it in the air
i feel my bones breaking
i feel pain everywhere
i feel hate so i stay up
my mind made up
but when i wake up
i feel strange when im here
into darkness i stare
no pride in my life
should i slice my wrist
and die while i write
don’t trust in love it
seems too fake for me
no ones ever been
around faithfully
everybody’s fake
it’s a shame to see
nowadays i feel like god
is even hating me
so much toxic air
is it safe to breathe?
i take my pills the
doctor prescribed
i try to forget and
go our separate ways
but the memories won’t
stop playing in my mind
but i think now it’s finally my time
tryied to keep my mind on track tho you sure got it distorted
twisted bent it backwards till you got my thoughts blurred an contorted
phisically youre with me but your thoughts are far from it, instead
your heart and mind carry the spark for him as you live in your head
that’s okay i guess but i won’t lie it hurts
being second best
to know you wouldve left, and done so without
a second guess
to regain the flame you couldn’t maintain
to try to reignite it
i retain the pain and struggle to remain sane
rather than me try to fight it
this is my last year of tears
time to bury away all of my fears
losing sleep because nightmares
haunting me is memories i’m scared to share
don’t call me when you’re sad and alone
when i needed you, you didn’t pick up the phone
you left me there stranded cold
i was on my own
searching for happiness on this forsaken planet
i can no longer stand it
the lonely feeling has got me trapped
well i question do you still love me
when you leave, i try to follow
but when you stopped me your chest was hollow
your heart was gone, replaced by your brain
and all i felt was the pain
lemme get myself back style
been on a depressive track for a while
no one hit my text up not even a dial
all of my emotions is just one big pile
i think i need to find my state of mind
need to know what i want and how to find
i think my life is hard to define
sometimes it feels like it ain’t even mine
i’ve been kinda lost lately
my life is falling apart completely
don’t even know who i use to even be
look in the mirror and i don’t see me
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