rakesh - my lingering past lyrics
i’m just trynna focus on my future
i’m just trynna focus on my future
i can’t keep on looking back
i can’t keep on looking back
more often than not
i’m drifting into my mind
i’m reliving the past
it’s taken hold of spine
i’m paralyzed
every bad move
i ever partake
always reminded
of each and every mistake
i made
i need a break from it all
i needa shake the dust off
i needa move on
these memories preventing me
from ever seeing anything
always feeling threatening
always being menacing
but enough is enough
i’m tired of feeling stuck
like a stick in the mud
i’m tired of running off
when the pressures too much
and the sp-ce you take in my head
the toll had been rough
i’m just trynna focus on my future
i’m just trynna focus on my future
i can’t keep on looking back
i can’t keep on looking back
seem like
every time i’m cutting ties
i get roped back
it’s like i have been hypnotized
so much for freedom
i’ve been kept a captive for so long
that even if i ran i still be waiting for a sequel
as if our story never ends
all good things do
so why i think this different
why i can’t accept it
why i can’t keep walking
you have already left the scene
we barely even talking
maybe you depended on me so long
that, i got confused, and i, started to hold on
now i’m the one attached
while you busy living life
it all happened way too fast
or maybe i’m wrong
maybe all the things i feel is all a facade
and stems from loneliness
planted in my heart
and i’ve been feeding lies
from the very start
but either way
i’m just trynna focus on my future
i’m just trynna focus on my future
i can’t keep on looking back
i can’t keep on looking back
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