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ras jahlil - suicidal tendencies lyrics

verse 1

i’m sinking pitter patter on roof and the raindrops dripping
i’m spliffing in the dark with the silence so loud like my heart stopped beating
i’m thinking what if ended it now and my clock stopped ticking?
put the blade to my wrist not hesitant to slit
drip drop blood falls to the floor
so much that it streams to the door
mommy walks in and she screams out horror
i’m bout to pass out so she calls in the doc
i keep toying with death i won’t leave it alone
a legion of demons are blowing a h+rn
deciphered it gives you the words of this song
inside i am feeling so cold consecutive years i been feeling like so
contemplating on leaving the globe
i done shed all my tears in song
n0body noticed they loving the flow
but ain’t none of us perfect, reminder’s my flaws
left all alone in my hospital ward, try overdose now in a room with the padding on walls
with a straight jacket on
man i am sick of it all!
it’s either i go or heaven must fall
they kicked in the door tryna save me and all, boycotting meals now i’m pale as a ghost ven emzin ngistonka ihhos
i ain’t sick its ma spirit that’s lost
liquid emotions i drowned in my soul
i question myself how this body is strong
fighting off death though his beatings are strong
chorus

[suicidal tendencies drain creativity
autopilot, numb the music] ×2

verse 2

the crescent moon at the edge of the woods
the blessed tune as i wade through the bush
the cold on my skin while i’m rolling that kush
all i feel is a breeze as my fingers turn blue
to save me now what they all going do?
i caught gangrene like this weed i spliff
cold steel at my temples dude to set me free you just let me shoot!
the only liquid i down is booze
my liver will give up, i’m dying soon
i’mma fly to the clouds as the angels boo
seeing the world from a different view
loving is hate and a cursing is blessed
slicing my wrist and it blunted the blade
but the demons nuh quit put a knife to my neck
i’mma always be safe bless the blood that was bled on that cross i was spared
i keep sparring death
i see the grim reaper in my mirror
as i sink deeper into another seizure
say good bye to my mamasita my son, my sisters
my bro’s nemajita
if i make it to heaven i’ll make sure zyakhipha
a force keeps me in this frail body
what that means is another apology
i’m jumping off of this hospital lobby
who’s in control of this humanoid body?
i don’t know but i still seek though
light me a candle and pray for my soul
the blood spills still won’t cease though
the bl++dy pills still won’t help dawg
i just overdose when i can’t sleep bro
i can see the light but it’s fading though
chorus

[suicidal tendencies drain creativity
autopilot, numb the music] ×2

verse 3

i stabbed myself in the chest with a blade made of words
drowned to death in this flow its a curse
tied myself to the stake and burned myself with thy rage
pen on a page till i run outa sp+ce
after its done put a gun to my face
cl!ck it c+ck it then bang!!!
now watch me as i levitate
my shoulders is heavy with gloom
my eyes been redded since school
they say that i embody doom, its cool
my fans say i’m losing my tune this ghoul
is growing up with every pull yetula
ngyafasa ngya sparka ngabhunya. ba jula
abacavi lokphila ngyafuna. bafunga
lomfana utokufa
umhlaba one day utobhubha ktolunga
my pastor said he saw a light in my eyes
described it and said that within me there’s life
deciphered my strife
he ain’t even pray he vanished in light
my father was next, but he ain’t call me son
he just tattered my soul with the pain in his eyes
but the rage in his arms wasn’t in his hug
no words exchanged but he told me enough
that existence is easy but living is hard
the right strike has struggle and trials
this temple of hate watch it tumbling down
i rumble the jungle i’m winning this battle
and we all wondering when the smoke’s going settle
from the rasta fire in the heart of ghetto
the rage boils down like cooling kettle
the king sits down pon the ruling castle
and the curse is lifted on that fist of metal
outro (over the chorus)

sometimes it feels like a machine gun clip
was emptied on this physique
leaving me wounded and bleeding but i kept on still!
sometimes i feel like the man of steel
invincible, but to emotions quite weak
conversations start to feel like battlefields
having to defend my hurt
like wasps do their nest
i shed a tear for the infants born everyday
because we’ve left nothing of this world
its a mess
no morals, values are buried in graves
that are never visited
wisdom burnt up in smoke
that depleted the ozone
it’s gone
it’s all gone!

chorus

[suicidal tendencies drain creativity
autopilot, numb the music] repeat until fade out

- ras jahlil lyrics

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