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red velvet papi - not sad but not happy either lyrics

[verse 1:]
i still struggle getting out of my bed
i still struggle staying out of my head
my day just started and i want it to end
each day gets harder when it’s time to pretend
that past traumas left you unaffected
when really they get worse the more that you neglect them
and on top of that
all these existential crisis
make life feel like it’s
not worth living in the grand scheme things
but things change and rearrange all time
so you got to keep your head until it’s time shinе
and sometimes you just need to take a brеak
before you break down
and look inside yourself
when there’s no one else around
maybe you’ll get lucky
find fleeting peace of mind
cause you only find relief from the storm in the eye

[verse 2:]
i’m not sad, but not happy either
actually as of late
i just feel defeated
cause people tell me that they’re proud
but i can’t figure out how
i can see the growth
but it’s never enough
i still keep up hope
but it’s never enough
man this self doubt
this sh+t been eating me up
this sh+t got me feeling grey like eeyore
it’s really hard to see your
success as success
when you always feeling stressed
like you should be doing more
like i should lock myself in room
all day and record
until my vocal chords sore
but when it’s never enough
it’s just never enough
it’s like a stoner sparking up the roach of a blunt
the eye shrunk
now i’m back in the storm
thoughts scramble in my head like leaves in the wind
ain’t no peace from within
cause lately i been feeling like the object of scorn
clearly i’m in need mental reform
f+ck

- red velvet papi lyrics

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