redlaserbm - cutoff lyrics
[verse 1]
months pass, i’m getting older
i found a way to lean on a different girl’s shoulder
heart pounds, i’m getting bolder
and right around the time that the world gets colder
i can’t focus, all my work goes inside on folder
i hate it when you tell me that it’s over
i think that i should stop being sober
i can’t be f+cking bothered for a four+leaf clover
nap time at the end of the day
cuz i couldn’t f+cking wait for the stars to shine
my bedtime is the time that the sun come rise
and reach straight into the blinds just to poke my eyes
i wish i had a day where i felt alright, i wish
time could be on my side. oh yeah i swear i tried
i f+cked up, i couldn’t help but cry. i keep a
list of evil people in the world who i think deserve to
die. and the first on the list that’s me
yeah, i’m guilty of a bad few deeds. man have you seen
my ugly face, man i’m so d+mn mean. i have
trouble looking into the mirror because it looks
back at me. i wish i had a friend on my side. yeah
i wish i had a friend who knew my life and knew sometimes
i’m not perfect, but if i get time, i could learn to go
rise and shine and go find my stride
it’s not easy but i find that time
i spent half of it jacking it to the girls i like
i spent the other half sad about the time that passed
and spent a third of this half stressing out about class
talking out of my ass, my life goes too fast!
it wasn’t long ago i was running 13’s. now my
friends found a way into the top ivy leagues and
i’m stuck with a shot at a ph.d. frequently
i do a little reflecting
i wonder how it’d go if i did things different
maybe if i said it i would be hers for instance
maybe i’d regret it and get hit with affliction
i hate when conflicted cuz f+ck indecision
i like it when we’re friends but i think that something’s missing
i’m nervous about the words that i say cuz you’re listening and
worried that you’ll use them against me, yeah it’s sickening
[verse 2]
i think you thought less of me the
moment i admitted it cuz now you’re not messaging
and i think it’s worth mentioning despite all the sh+t that i said
you’re my everything
and i’m tired of remembering the
last time i talked and you actually tried listening
the writing on the wall when i read it was an ending screen
and that’s how i figured out i’d never ever get to see
[outro]
…you again
ummm, if this song’s about you, then…
…i really miss the old you
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