renouncer – no sleep till boston lyrics
the only memories i have of faces
are not being able to see them well
a probable smile
the outline of a tilted head under dim red lights at dusk
stranded, separated at the airport
through tangled earbuds saying goodbye
i hate phone calls
but at least what you hear is what you get, no nuance, no false hope
so it’s all fine by me
i’ll take any ending
this portion of my life is fully excavated
there’s nothing to save out here
it’s crazy how location’s such a factor
i still get pangs when i look north
but other than that
it’s only been a week or two and i’ve already forgot so much
like why i thought it was worth freaking out for
and why i freaked out for so long
don’t know ’bout the right path
but i know the wrong one was the one that i was on
so let me make this clear
this all stays in last year
and you don’t even know
how done i am with the whole godforsaken affair
i used to wish that i could change the present state
and then i wished i could return to halcyon days
and now i wish to quit the wishing thing entirely
cut me out, cut me out
we both had flights departing out of boston
i usually can’t sleep on planes
but there i was
making up for all the restless nights i lay awake
and as we landed all the phones were buzzing
but your name didn’t flash on my screen
the promise was kept
and i just smiled ’cause i know i can count on you
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