rep - unborn chlild lyrics
new voice message
tuesday 8:59 pm
its me um i just took a pregnancy test
it came out positive
give me a call back when you get this message
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{verse 1}
mommy, i’m only five weeks old
but i can feel my heartbeat
doctors say i’ll see you in november
but we’re still in march
and by the way mommy, what the doctor says is a lie
you don’t have to worry cause my body’s developing just fine
so please tell daddy that he doesn’t have to cry no more
jesus finished with my brain he’s working on my spinal cord
besides, not everything is always what it seems
why you think that when you dream you wake up don’t know what it means
so tell the world to give you sp-ce, and just let you breathe
remember god loves you so much that he sent you me
sometimes you gotta laugh it off and just let it be
like when you thought i was a girl and painted my new bedroom pink
i heard you cry when, daddy’s diamond bezel ring spit it off your fingers, it went right down that restroom sink
and you and daddy began to argue for the next two weeks
but i don’t know what the problem is anymore, so i guess its me
this is your fault, i told you but you just denied it
leave me alone, get out of my face, just be quiet
i said birth control, and you’re like no we can do without it, and now?
now i’m pregnant, so what do you want me to do about it?
you’re gonna go to the doctors and have them take it out
no!
you crazy?
we can’t afford the payments that we making now
oh, this was meant to be
what?
why we’ve been going through it
don’t you get it?
the wedding ring
you were supposed to lose it
{verse 2}
mommy just think, all we got is six more months
i can’t wait for you to hold me, why you think i kick your stomach?
you must be proud cause the nurse keeps taking pictures of me
please tell daddy that i love it, every time he push your tummy
but lately mommy, honestly, i’ve been feeling funny
ever since you left your job, got fired just for stealing money
and daddy says the costs of parenting is really something
so i can’t help but wonder, do you even really want me?
but that’s not all because yesterday i heard you scream
daddy said he’s leaving you and marriage was a worthless dream
he was a big meanie he said a lot of hurtful things
but i still remember the one verse that you used to sing
that i’m your sunshine, and nothing can take the sun away, and that i make you happy even when the skies are grey
but if i’m inside of you then why do i feel miles away?
am i really in your womb?
or just swimming in my grave?
victoria?
yes
i like your name
thank you
the doctor will see you now, please right this way
i’m doctor ross this will literally take half a second
i got your chart, looks good
i just had some questions
so you’re three months pregnant?
yeah
well it barely shows
and you left this part blank
are you married?
uh, no
are you sure you want to do this?
don’t feel pressured
uh well
great. so next week same time it was a real pleasure
{verse 3}
yesterday you were at the doctor’s office
and i was forced to listen
i heard you tell him that you really can’t afford this visits
you said a lot of things, it kinda had me sorta tripping
momma, i got a question
what is an abortion clinic?
and why do you keep crying?
what did i do to you?
i think i get it now, you don’t really want me do you?
i’ll be good i promise, please let me just have a chance
i’ll clean my room, i swear you won’t even have to ask
wait a minute momma, this just sounds kinda silly
you don’t want me?
so you’re gonna pay some guy to k!ll me?
five hundred dollars?
and devil i’m on to you
what if grandma had this gun before she even gave birth to you?
and let me guess, daddy’s gonna help you pay for this
i’m sorry i’m an inconvenience
i’m just a waste of skin
i’ma be with jesus
he’ll find me a place to live
i’ll pray for you
you pray too that it wash away your sins
i love you mom
everything’s gonna be ok, okay?
god has a plan for us
i know because he told me
he loves you mommy
he talks about you all the time
smile, because jesus loves you
you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy
when skies are grey
you’ll never know dear
how much i love you
please don’t take my sunshine away
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