retz hbb - all i want (baz1er) lyrics
(verse 1: baz1er)
yeah i’m just going through some sh+t
begging from my knees shout the whole cl!ck
yeah the world’s unfair sometimes but that’s that yeah it’s a shame
yeah i take a bar to numb the pain
my mind’s playing these mind games
the way that i am i’m not sane
i’ve been cleaned off the xanax pipe meth and shard
diazepam used to cook me hard
now i won’t touch a hard bar when she breaks my heart
i got so many scars and i just need a hug
has a bag stole an apple mac that i taxed and a can of wine lacking my dax
and i might spark that sparks and crack
my mind’s numb see drugs so i just start to abuse
i hate life don’t know what to do
i wanna get through is it too much to ask but i want you
be careful who you trust the devil is once an angel in my head
my suicide’s planned
i’m fiending the xanax because i hate the thoughts in my head
i’m hating this stress anxiety’s something i don’t wanna live with but i am
i just need to leave this life man and start from the start
fresh start with no shard or bar and no more place to my arm i got two darts left
a life without meth i’m now clean
why’d everyone leave i got nothing to give
i’m only drinking p+ss to get p+ssed when i’m p+ssed
but i’m just gonna get more p+ssed
(verse 2: baz1er)
i can’t have a ride or die cause i want to die
sharpen a sharp knife and cleaning people still wonder why
but i wonder why suicide has to cross my mind
what’s life give me lean ice and sprite
i get rejected every time i’m at a place where the sun don’t shine
i used to be in the light but i’m stuck in the dark a dark place
coke up my nose more cones about to overdose
me and the brothers used to be close but now we’re far
and i miss the crew i miss the sh+t we used to do
i miss the past but i gotta let it go true
my mental state’s making me wanna grab a blade and put it to my face
i might seem alright but what i really want is i wanna cry
i might cut a vein tonight i might go back inside
i hope god can save me from my mind i know he’s watching from the sky
i know he cares and i know he’s there
but i keep doing mistake after mistake
and i’m the one who’s gonna choose my fate
i need to get out of this state but how can i ever wanna leave this place
sh+t i’ve messed up again but i’m sorry but i’m in pain
yeah that’s it see yous later
i hope you can learn something from my message
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