revengeinkyoto - antiophobia lyrics
[intro]
desperate for an answer
or a response that i know won’t come back
wondering where you went after your soul departed and into the black
and ethan, if you even exist, i long to see you again
even if it means going through h+ll, over and over and over
if it means that much
then i simply will k!ll myself
to just see if you’re alive
[chorus]
i close my eyes
but i’m too scared to fall asleep
’cause in my dreams i watch you die right in f+cking front of me
a million times, i have tried, to change the outcome of my dreams
but i can’t save you
and i need help
i refuse to believe that god took you away
[verse 1]
i’m alone
guilt and shame will bury me
and if the hole filled with broken memories
when i die, let me exist with you with me
you don’t lie, even if it’s just pitch black
[pre+chorus]
i don’t know what’s beyond the grave
i just hope you are okay
[chorus]
i close my eyes
but i’m too scared to fall asleep
’cause in my dreams i watch you die right in f+cking front of me
a million times, i have tried, to change the outcome of my dreams
but i can’t save you
and i need help
i refuse to believe that god took you away
[verse 2]
i’ve been falling here forever
told to gather, stand wherever
if i may find you, i will sever all the pain
maybe suffering is worth it, if it means you’re not deserted
and i know that i’m not perfect
but will you let me into heaven?
[verse 3]
if there’s an afterlife and you’re not there
then i don’t wanna f+cking go
if i have to go to heaven or h+ll, light or darkness
i will do whatever it takes
with every f+cking fiber of my body, i will move mountains
ye have little faith, i will find you
even if i have to cut myself every f+cking time
[verse 4]
blood is on my hands
stand outside the graves
i will walk with them
you’re never being up+front
[outro]
i grasp for things out of reach
like the amount of stars in the sky, it’s fun
they remind me of you
shining so bright eons after they die
i hope to become one with the night sky
and meet you in the lights of the universe again
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