r&h (vocaloid producer) & ineptune eyes-p - survivors guilt lyrics
[intro]
i can’t live
i can’t ignore
the memories
i can’t live on anymore
control me
corrupt my soul
break my body
i showed you loyalty
[verse 1]
spiraling deeper into the lies
back to the memories i despise
deep down i’m aware i’m not to blame
but my actions fits in the frame
[bridge]
staring at the boiling water
could the burning make it better
would it make me feel alive
i should’ve been the one behind that knife
watching all the street lights passing by
remembering that one last goodbye
would they all still be alive
if i was the one too not survive
[pre chorus]
i+i+i can’t fee+e+el my hea+a+art a+ny+mo+ore
plea+e+e+ease let me+e+e just fee+e+el the pain once mo+ore
[chorus]
i crave it, i need it why must it be so complicated?
that hatred was what i needed
(i can’t live on anymore)
so if i died by your side
would they be alive?
if i gave you my life would my death suffice?
(i can’t live on anymore)
[mini bridge]
his hands all over me on my body
all of these scars that he had carved
k!lled that last spark inside my heart
i needed love that sweet rush
this painful guilt deep inside my core
it begs me to hurt myself more
the sound of your voice a soothing noise
i freeze like a deer in headlights
[bridge]
put my hands in boiling water
let me feel the pain and torture
why was i the one to survive?
i should’ve been the one behind that knife
use the baton and break all your bones
endure the pain that follows
i believe i deserve the pain
my mind still trapped inside his game
[pre chorus]
ca+a+an i be+e+e at pe+e+ease just fre+e+ee
ple+e+e+ease hold me+e+e i’m so+o+orry for be+ing dir+ty
[chorus]
i crave it, i need it
why must it be so complicated?
that hatred was what i needed
(i can’t live on anymore)
so if i died by your side
would they be alive?
if i gave you my life would my death suffice?
(i can’t live on anymore)
[mini bridge]
hurt me more and make me crawl
break all my bones
no i can’t live a+ny+more
what he has caused is a scar on my heart
he called me his sweetheart
said i was his true love, i was gorgeous
he seemed so kind left friends behind
i trusted him gave him my life went from love to survive
[chorus]
i crave it, i need it why must it be so complicated?
that hatred was what i needed
(i can’t live on anymore)
so if i died by your side
would they be alive?
if i gave you my life would my death suffice?
(i can’t live on anymore)
i hate it don’t want it why must it be so complicated?
that sweet love it slowly faded
(i can’t live on anymore)
but if i tried to comply
would they be alive?
if i gave you my life would my death suffice?
(i can’t live on anymore)
[mini bridge]
you know so well what we had
could’ve have been a healthy love
the life you got was not yours
you were not well you were born into a life that wasn’t yours
you just had a broken childhood
this painful guilt deep inside my core
it begs me to help you out more
the sound of your voice a soothing noise
i freeze like a deer in headlights
[verse 2]
feeling myself heal from all the lies
and all the memories i despise
deep down i’m aware i’m not to blame
and his actions fit in the frame
[pre chorus]
he+e+e was no+o+ot as me+e+ean as he see+emed
rai+ai+ai+aised with a+a+a hidden di+ag+nose
that was con+ce+ealed
[chorus]
you need it, accept it why make it so d+mn complicated?
that hatred needs too be treated
(i can’t live on anymore)
and if i stayed as your snake
would i still be caged?
or would i finally be free from your chains?
(i can’t live on anymore)
i need it, i crave it it’s really not that complicated
the self hate can be regulated
(i can’t live on anymore)
and if i died by your side
it would fuel his pride i couldn’t just leave them
alone with him again
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