rhabbie - i am a rapper lyrics
intro:
i started rapping, with a dream that my story would leave a audience clapping
but it pains me to start recapping my emotional kidnapping
let’s do it anyway
verse 1:
life is problematic
call me dramatic
i’ve been in the dark with the static
they say my behavior is erratic
they call me a fanatic
they say comp-ssion? i lack it
so when you try to get to know me, i’ll make this wall, stack it
cause the fact is, the only thing i lack is, is my heart, cause she hacked it, with a hatchet
the little pieces of me you can try to catch it
but my hate and heartbreak, you’ll never be able to match it
a torn diploma is what received for everything i’ve been through
even after all that dating, and hating
my world is still going round and round, rotating
spinning out of control as i’m stating
in the game of life, i’m done playing
i wear a beater n’ denim
i don’t wear the stereotype that comes with that pair
so look me with a open mouth
and stare
verse 2:
the closer you look the more parts of me you’ll know you mistook
so when i’m in my garage writing hooks
i won’t throw no right hooks
but i’ll be writing books
on how to lose the k!ller look
without losing my k!ller looks
i’ve gone through a lot
that everyone knows
all of my emotion, yeah all of it shows
heartbreak, hate, and, anger
i need a tattoo on my forehead screaming
“danger”
and i still believe in that baby in a manger
but thanks to me, and my sin, god ain’t nothing but a stranger
my father has always been a clear and present danger
like jack ryan, one foot in the grave and already dying
but i swear on my life, no more lying to myself
that’s the truth of the matter, in and of itself
take the story of my life off the bookshelf
i guarantee you ain’t ready for this h-ll
i promise you a mental inst-tute is promising because i ain’t well
i’ve been tried and tested down to the very last blood cell
verse 3:
so this is my letter to anyone thinking that i’ll relapse!
i promise you!
the weight of the world wouldn’t make me collapse!
i’m done the past, but the future is gonna leave me in sutures
standing tall but i’m a toy soldier
lotta people giving me the cold shoulder
running away from my problems
ain’t helping me get bolder
so i’ma face it
fore’ everything i have starts to smolder
but at the same time i feel like people are just gettin’ colder
and as the years go by and i get older
i wish what i said about that one girl, i would of neva told her
i ain’t lucky, no four leaf clover
i’m a monster, more and more like a ogre
hate then happy, call me bipolar
and i’ll be doing this to the day i die sober
verse 4:
so if you think you know me?
you know nothing
and explaining my life ain’t just another somethin’
when you get down to the nitty gritty, it’s disgustin’
you wouldn’t understand if we had a three year discussion
cause the majority of my life is me spontaneously combustin’
into a wild fire
feel like life ran me over
all four tires
i’m picking through my trash
with pliers
and i refuse to bow down to
you liars
my situation has always been dire
because in my soul burns a fire
burning up what’s left of me
running on fumes, i hope that’s clear to see
dying? nah not yet you see?
i am a rapper
and we don’t die easily
outro:
so now you understand
i’m thankful to every who’s given me a helping hand
i’m grateful to each and every one of you
ya know?
the ones that helped me stand
goodnight
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