rhythmic thoughts - enemy lyrics
seeking through the flames
the blaze
through all my days
hoping to forgive beyond my irrational gaze
the somber silence
cuts so deep
i know you can’t find it
you just can’t see
all the violence
behind the scenes
i’m a convicted criminal
stuck in jail for free
it’s melancholy
hurts my body
but n0body
sees what’s on me
although i cry
cry for a way out
i trapped myself inside
where no one can hear my cries
cut by cut, the clock keeps ticking
dissociation from reality sickened
i’m hanging by a loosened thread
dysphoric and nauseatingly full of dread
i’ve seen sh+t no one could ever comprehend
every time i smile, it feels like playing pretend
i’m afraid, it isn’t hard to tell
’cause i don’t feel safe within myself
you aren’t me
you just wanna be
you aren’t me
you’re not a real part of me
you aren’t me
i’m done with the trickery
you aren’t me
you’re just my enemy!
do i enjoy this pain?
as i play this game
there’s pointed blame
they’re all the same
the burning fire
that lies in my heart
it burns and hurts
but it warms it up
this isn’t me
i cannot be
what all these people
are calling me
a freak, you think you understand me?
you bicker and figure that it cannot be
and i just find it all so funny
’cause this is all i ever wanted
can i tear off this mask yet?
or do you want me to just fade away?
clawing until it bleeds
but you can’t seem to just look the other way
being tortured by myself
yet a thing that isn’t me
all i’ve known and all i’ve seen
who exactly do you think i’d be?
are you f+cking happy yet?!
are you proud of all this blood i’ve shed?!
my duality takes over me
my name shall die in infamy
i can’t take this pain anymore
this cynical point of view is k!lling me
endlessly tearing away
it hurts to breathe anyway!
you aren’t me
you just wanna be
you aren’t me
you’re not a real part of me
you aren’t me
i’m done with the trickery
you aren’t me
you’re just my enemy!
do i enjoy this pain?
as i play this game
there’s pointed blame
they’re all the same
the burning fire
that lies in my heart
it burns and hurts
but it warms it up
this isn’t me
i cannot be
what all these people
are calling me
a freak, you think you understand me?
you bicker and figure that it cannot be
and i just find it all so funny
’cause this is all i ever wanted
demented visions fl!cker
seizing control of me!
i just want you out of my head
for the painless way i end up dead
f+ck!
sacrifice my darker half
cut it out of my body!
i never wanted any of this
this malignant mindset infecting me
do i enjoy this pain?
as i play this game
there’s pointed blame
they’re all the same
the burning fire
that lies in my heart
it burns and hurts
but it warms it up
this isn’t me
i cannot be
what all these people
are calling me
do i enjoy this pain?
as i play this game
there’s pointed blame
they’re all the same
the burning fire
that lies in my heart
it burns and hurts
but it warms it up
this isn’t me
i cannot be
what all these people
are calling me
a freak, you think you understand me?
you bicker and figure that it cannot be
and i just find it all so funny
’cause this is all i ever wanted
agh!!
f+ck!!
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