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rittz - twin lakes lyrics

[verse 1]
i open my eyes up
there’s somebody sleepin’ in the bed next to mine
but i don’t recognize them
couple nurses comin’ in the room to check on me
and maybe shed light
tell me where i am
my legs are too long for this twin size bed
she said i need rest
time to take my meds
it’s gunna be a long thirty days ahead
i went for my phone
but it’s gone
she said the staff searched everything i own
they confiscate my razor
my cologne
they made me sign a waiver
i can’t call home
so now i’m praying to the light on the ? alarm
thinkin’ to myself “look what i’ve become”?
the tears on my face taste like alcohol
i’m crawled up in a ball
fighting my withdrawals

[chorus]
i was starin’ in the mirror
and the man i saw
was a part of the wrong i’ve done
and it’s never been as clear as it is right now
i was powerless all life long
i’m ready for recovery
tryin’ on to break these chains
ready for recovery
tryin’ to escape twin lakes

[verse 2]
it’s six am
and i don’t got an appet-te for breakfast
i can’t make friends
cuz i don’t think that i know who i am yet
i fl!ck my cigarette ash
i’m scared of talkin’ group
a girl across the room is sayin’ how she got abused
younger kids are laughin’ like its funny
i am not amused
i need to mind my business
that’s the type of att-tude i’m trying to lose
told my counselor
i think that i fell out of love of livin’
i drink crown by the gallon jug
and an ounce of f-ck is givin’
buz without the fun
now i’m just a violent drunk
and if i don’t want to get sober
then its all over
i just hope my higher power shows forgiveness
victim , murders, drug abuse
of life i live
lose my mind
and then another suicide attempt
so return ?
i’m just hopin’ i got time to undo the wrong i did

it’s never too late

- rittz lyrics

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