rivilin - all i bring is shame lyrics
[verse 1]:
with eyes wide shut
did you expect much
a kid, 16, stolen car, burnt clutch
30 over the limit
yeah, losing traction to the sludge
car goes out the boundary
yeah, that’s the first time i lost touch
in my brain there’s something
still a stain on my name
dread of reaching to someone
but all that’s left is pain
are we truly all alone in this life?
you bring a kid out who can’t walk
and put his neck to the scythe
then you ask how he’s doing:
“does he ever jump yet?”
you’re always lockеd in your room
yeah, are you upset?
it’s not likе you would even understand
if i explained
a father’s expression is done
when you just bring shame
i had a conversation with the devil
in the undertown
no matter how hard you work
you’ll still be someone that you love
yeah, i know that you’re someone that i just hate
at least i can admit it
so i just put up with the weight
[chorus]:
i’m just a burden, i’m just a burden
everything’s too much i’m still hurting
i’m not certain, i’m not certain
if i stay can i still say i’m alive
it’s just disturbing, it’s just disturbing
everytime i leave it’s not working
i’m just lurking, i’m just lurking
i’m sick of always living a lie
[verse 2]:
a life tied to the noose
yeah always bad news
do i stay? do i go?
yeah i never can choose
making friends with the pills
it’s the same, see another psycho
has to see a baby not to know my name
i gave too much, everything you betrayed
or if i’m not careful i’ll end up gone
caused it all by myself
when i told them i just need a break
keep on pushing on my mental state
i’ll end up in a shallow grave
it’ll sink, sink into someone i don’t know
see my life downhill and i say “please go”
i don’t wanna know about something that i will never be
there is a heavy weight on my chest
and i think i’m meant to feel (alone)
i feel the hate, feel the skin
just a heretic within
or at least your god would say:
“what’s the problem, yeah what’s wrong?
thought i made this one strong
chuck him down to the sides
he was messed up inside”
[chorus]:
i’m just a burden, i’m just a burden
everything’s too much i’m still hurting
i’m not certain, i’m not certain
if i stay can i still say i’m alive
it’s just disturbing, it’s just disturbing
everytime i leave it’s not working
i’m just lurking, i’m just lurking
i’m sick of always living a lie
i’m just a burden, i’m just a burden
everything’s too much i’m still hurting
i’m not certain, i’m not certain
if i stay can i still say i’m alive
it’s just disturbing, it’s just disturbing
everytime i leave it’s not working
i’m just lurking, i’m just lurking
i’m sick of always living a lie
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