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rivilin - never trust anyone lyrics

[verse 1: rivilin]
a foggy bed covers home
how did i get here
vision is not clear
lost in a maze of streets alone
all i do is fear
withered inside here
yeah there’s a vacancy
where i mistakenly
put the trust in the ones i love
laying awake
with a knife pressed to my skull
as the nightmares take control

stuck on a
cheap diet of cigarettes
just so i can keep the hunger at bay
swear to god
that someone’s living inside these walls
cause i know that he’s calling my name
i don’t feel like
i’m making sense
when i talk yeah
i just regret
every little sentence that leaves my mouth
cause you always seem to
twist the words i say
whether it comes from a family
a father or lover
or something
i don’t really care
try to explain what the dissociation is like
but they don’t really understand
never can be perfect
yeah i know that
but it’s hard when you look and stare
filled with the judgment
of someone else’s problems
till it’s more than i can bare

it’s just a
glitch in my personality
feel the anger lurk in me
boiling burning
till the circuits
in my spine starts to collapse
pressure is building
the person on my shoulder
tells me that nothing here is real
guess that’s fine
i’ll just repress everything
till i cannot feel
[chorus: rivilin]
i never wanted
i never wanted all of this
i’m so disgusted
i’m so disgusted i can’t quit
the faces changing
i think i’m lost inside my mind
yeah if i don’t wake up soon
i’m thinking of taking my life
yeah so what’s the point man
yeah what’s the point
when you just run
yeah i’m so pathetic
i couldn’t understand i’m done
yeah my mind is aching
i think depression has just won
yeah if i don’t wake up soon
i think my chances here are gone

[verse 2: sepha]
look at you taking a part of me away
every time you make demands and say
it’s for my best
you know me
you have my best interests at heart
our interests are not my interests
i just want to rediscover myself
again i lost so much but
at least i wrote it all down
to remind me in moments like this
i’m running away now
go
not cause i’m a victim
no
just cause i let myself believe
that i was your equal
but no
you hide under pretenses
false empowerment perspectives
everything is someone else’s fault
you’re only using your defences

i’m flying away i’m
glowing up
glowing up
glowing up
i’m flying away i’m
glowing up
glowing up
glowing up
i’m flying away i’m
glowing up
glowing up
glowing up
look at you take a part
of someone else away

[chorus: rivilin]
i never wanted
i never wanted all of this
i’m so disgusted
i’m so disgusted i can’t quit
the faces changing
i think i’m lost inside my mind
yeah if i don’t wake up soon
i’m thinking of taking my life
yeah so what’s the point man
yeah what’s the point
when you just run
yeah i’m so pathetic
i couldn’t understand i’m done
yeah my mind is aching
i think depression has just won
yeah if i don’t wake up soon
i think my chances here are gone

- rivilin lyrics

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