rjldiablo - all my pain in a letter lyrics
[verse]
and i’m putting all my pain in this letter
’cause i’m dealing with all this stress up in my mental
it ain’t incidental, ayy, nah, it ain’t accidental
i lost my best friend to some stupid sh+t over a game
and he tried to tell the world that i hated all the g+ys
tryna find who’s gon’ betray me and that i should get out of my way
who’s gonna be there for me when i’m feeling pain?
i lost four pets in one year, so don’t tell me ’bout depression
i can’t even see my nephew, so yeah, b+tch, i’m f+cking stressin’
you ain’t ever been through pain likе this and this my message
don’t say i ain’t going through something if you just guеssin’
and i’m putting all this f+cking pain in my letter
and i my crush, i for real wan’ wed her
but you gotta see the outcome at the end of the day
you ain’t gettin’ laid, i’ve delt with some b+tches before and i ain’t afraid
and i lost two pets in a week so it’s f+cking up my life
at this point, just slit my wrists open with a samurai knife
i listen to donnie katana beats on the streets when i’m alone
and they all thinkin’ i beat my meat when i’m at home
when i’m really just crying over the sh+t that’s going on in my house
i just wanna wash the pain away and flush it down the drought
oh lord, won’t you hear me? oh, can’t you hear me?
i been praying to your religion
you should know this already, i’m a motherf+cking christian
i was like three when i was christened
but you still don’t f+cking listen, god
and he’s meant to be the one that helps you through it all
i only care for better days, not no f+cking withdrawal
and i’m putting all my pain into this letter
’cause i know i won’t last long in this weather
this could be my suicide note or even better
the devil tryna drag me down but i won’t let him
this is all my pain up in this letter, oh
and i’m putting all my pain into this letter
’cause i know i won’t last long in this weather
all this hurts and i just want to get better
the devil tryna drag me down but i won’t let him
this is all my pain up in this letter, oh
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