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robin dupont - twenty-one lyrics

[verse:]
look
throughout the years
i been struggling with fears
fighting through depression
i been holding back my tears
feeling like a failure
every time i see my peers
snapchatting graduations
i can hardly look in mirrors
’cause my reflection
isn’t close to what i wanted
i regret what i became
due to memories that haunted me
for many nights
putting up with thoughts you can’t imagine
i had n-body to vent to
truth to be told
i felt abandoned
isolated and lonely
despite the company
it feel like no one on this earth
can really comfort me
and even though they’re not in sight
i hear my demons
every night
sh-t is scary
god d-mn
man, here they come for me

panic attacks
in the privacy of my parking lot
got me feigning for monica
even though we don’t talk a lot
’cause truth to be told
it’s hard for me to open up to friends
when i’m broken down inside
i would rather pretend

all is good
in my life
for the moment
and i don’t have any grudges that i’m holding
it’s been a while
haven’t been the same in months
i’m low on energy
and lacking proper funds
my motivation is non-existent
it’s missing
i
i’m pessimistic
i should’ve listened
i’m wishing
i
i never gave in to the feeling
but it’s more than love
i was broke and i had wrote a note to open up
i read it to ’em and that threw ’em off the edge some
they said, “robin, sh-t, i thought you would’ve said some.
i would’ve gave you fifty dollars
and then some.”
i look at him and
i said, “son.”
man
i don’t need ya money
i’m good off my last twenty
i need ya shoulder
they’ve taken my dad from me
and no one knew for a year and some change
and that needed to change
my depression was off the charts
it exceeded the range
i was feeling the rage
i was feeling the feeling of fear
screaming so deep inside
that n-body can really hear
me cry

for help

so i lie
and keep it all to myself

they don’t know the sh-t i’m hiding
on my day of graduation
they don’t know that i was dying
i was crying
just an hour before
i hit the stage
how many times did i break down
at century
i’m amazed
that no one caught me in my cubicle
with tears all in my eyes
every time they ask me
how you been
i tell ’em lies
man, it’s easier to hide it
than explain what you’ve been feeling
to someone who barely cares
who barely knows the life you’re living

i really hope you listen

- robin dupont lyrics

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