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rocky phase - everything lyrics

[verse 1]

i was thinking i should talk about us
i know we’ve got a past, there’s n0body like us
first name rocky, my last name phase
no scratch that, first name crazy my last name ex
lately i’ve been moving a lot, i heard you’ve been asking my last known address
i know we lost touch, i’ve been working a lot
i figured if time’s really money then am hoping that the universe pays interest, for every little second i invest…
& i really want to stop but i can’t quit
feeling like k!lling everybody that i hang with
let’s talk about music and everything it’s taken from me
my thoughts get loud, don’t touch me am autistic
i got another person who stays in my head & he is drawn to the violence
i want the peace, i want the silence, you should be quiet!
it’s never been easy to be me, that’s the excuses i give me
when i want to visit, then you say you’re busy
a young mr. gatsby, i did it for daisy but i cannot run from my destiny
i’m insecurity driven & that must be something you don’t want to know but let’s talk about that…
i’ve got a jealousy trait; i fell in love with you quickly
i feel like you don’t know the real me…
so i had to leave you before you can leave me…
they should have told me that irony might be irrelevant
can you show me your scar? shout out to simba
i wanted the pride but it came with the prejudice
& that’s how i met my elizabeth…

[chorus]
i finally breathe
i want to be free
i had a dream
i wanted to win
you told me to give, everything
if i decided to leave, would you cry over me?
baby i’m fade up, (fade up fade up)
straight up
i wish i was better (better better)
better
baby i’m fade up, (fade up fade up)
straight up
i wish i was better (better better)
better…

[verse 2]
i’m never close with my dad but we never talk about that
i’m never close with my brothers; i feel like they counting on me when it matters
i wish i can say i’m in touch with my manners but mostly i’m keeping the bad ones…
half of my relatives never approve of my lifestyle, they set the standards
but i never needed approval, they never understand that…
am guessing you knew that, it exactly explains why i called you that night when i felt suicidal…
i told you some stuff & you took advantage of that
my need to confess might have been what you needed
i need to forget that i wanted the memory back…
ask how am doing am managing
i’m on display like a manikin
did you think i’d be able to handle pain?
is you really like that, i’m just wondering?
i’m getting high off some benylin
& half of the rush is adrenaline
i tell myself that am over it
acceptance is strength that you’re never going to hurt me again but the feeling is foreign
ignorance might have been bliss for a while but you put me in a box then i started recording…
buried alive, i put myself in a coffin
my generation is on the come up to self+destruction, i wish we was given instructions to life
cuz i really need it, it hurts to exist and i hate it
a lot of my friends in their 20s have self+medicated
i wanted the world but it came with some damages
remember that….
[chorus]
i finally breathe
i want to be free
i had a dream
i wanted to win
you told me to give, everything
if i decided to leave, would you cry over me?
baby i’m fade up, (fade up fade up)
straight up
i wish i was better (better better)
better
baby i’m fade up, (fade up fade up)
straight up
i wish i was better (better better)
better…

- rocky phase lyrics

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