roseburnt - devil raging inside of me lyrics
devil’s raging inside of me like my brain getting dopamine
fallen angel feeling heaven when the nerves are in oblivion
praying omens to be saved so there is no anxiety
suicidal survival with tendencies as the silence is deafening
even in the summer theres somber
understanding being alone is the lesson i learned
distance inside creates distortion
suddenly gutted and broken
left confused feeling sublimed being ripped in two
im asking all these questions while i’m contemplating depression
chasing like a diamond human beings pretending to be golden
even though your saying we’re wholesome i still feel like a demon a d-mned heretic to a heathen
no more f-cking reason i ask my therapist is there anything left for reason
the more i crawl to you with some hope i’m opening the door for your abuse
i know im not perfect and i feel awful
for things i don’t know what
why couldn’t you have shown
you don’t have to tell me, if you really meant those promises
making me feel like everything is wrong about me
i ask what if i did this and that i pulled a plug cus you tried to keep me on a leash
even though you were making barriers
always blackmailing and stabbing
is that what it means to be friendly i don’t want to worry, just be clear to me
i don’t want to feel a friend i’m f-cking is starting to f-ck with me
im not going the be the insect in your spider web
like every other man around you
another devil mentally broken
another angel that can’t feel again
another prayer that won’t be saved
another suicide that won’t end
making promises you can’t keep
always avoiding things that can be fixed
only guided by impulses
deluded by your ignorance as bliss
blissfully infatuated with mad love
anxiety delved deep in trust issues
i let you go and won’t forget
the good that was left alone
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