rural internet - i am not brave lyrics
[verse 1: doin’ fine]
since sophie died, it’s hard to find hope
like will we ever see a trans girl grow old?
will i see a mere seventy? and if so
will it feel a little less cold?
sh+t, lot of people want me dead, come right have a try
it won’t be that hard, pull the trigger, panic out my life
this ain’t sh+t to me kid, i already did it twice
all my siblings would’ve swim but it was infested with great whites
tell me if sh+t changes, if [?] and blake died
tell me if my best friend’s about to be next in linе
tell me that i’m brave mothеrf+cker, do you want to die?
[?] god f+ck a battlecry
i am not brave, i’m tryna escape
i’ve hurt, hate k!lls, put it on my name
no one who loves you should make you feel so insane
i love you so much and that’ll never change
[verse 2: zombae]
it’s brave to use your voice
they say it’s bravery is a point
but honestly i think that bravery just needs a choice, and
i’m just tired of this motherf+ckin’ poison
if i’m being real i don’t even enjoy it
bravery is when superman f+ckin’ saves the day
but superman’s a super man so why the f+ck does he need graves
bravery should be more like when lois lane chooses to go out there and try to save the day
but that’s not the exemplary story chosen, i mean
i know that they understand that it’s potent, but see
they don’t understand all of my emotions, and this
feels so uncertain, feels so upsetting like+
but to not want to show your face in a generation when discrimination is still just caucasian faces
that body up the ideal, the right skinny real deal
the thigh gaps and fine asses [?] gone four years
what happens when your lips are thin?
or your eyes are squinty?
t++th are yellow? acne skin? girl you’re whitney
that’s something that you’re accustomed to if you’ve never seen the world outside this bulletproof chamber [?] the f+cking new necessity
bruises the product instead of lyrics and the melodies
sorry my thoughts cancerous, you can’t create a dance to this
my fragile [?] body b+tch i’m not a f+cking mannequin
mask off to the viewers through computer screens we standing in
i see how dude deceased and everybody weep but no one ever really took his message to heart through the screen
because the instagram and tiktok still way to post the art
and i don’t understand why i don’t declare war like [?], f+ck
i’m fat, i’m not empathetic, i’m a just piece of sh+t
my t++th are crooked, tell ’em to see by how many times it bit
my eyes are squinty, my lips are big, i always play pretend
that one day i’ll be ready for the screen but this not it
contradictions, contradictions, want the best art
but you wanted real fast and instagram the whole process
you pretend you wanna know the thoughts in my head
but i know if i ever told you then you’ll leave me for dead
[verse 3: charlotte crosby]
i guess i have to thank my family
but tell ’em sorry that i’m scared
it’s the beginning of the end
but if you’re here i feel prepared and i guess i can shout myself out too
we’re never jumping off that roof
because if i did that sh+t for real then i could have never done this too
but in a+
moment, i should take away your life
i know you’re broken, but i think i’m better off this life
[?]
but i won’t do it, i won’t k!ll myself
i just wanna save my friends but it’s so hard to save myself, i
been fighting for my life
you’ve taken away my rights
i’m sorry i’m so [?]
but i gotta f+cking hide
if i still hung around those people
who overdosed on drugs
i would’ve choked myself to death
i would’ve never found real love
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