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russell! - belmont blues lyrics

[verse 1]
maybe things would be way different if i ain’t drop out
maybe i would’ve been normal, just like you
now it’s all this paranoia when i hop out
cause everybody wanna catch me slippin, wanna show that action

[bridge]
but baby, i don’t know
is this for sure?
i drink, i smoke, but can’t escape
if you ask me what i think, i say

[chorus]
yeah, this sh-t gets to me
why do they threaten me?
is this sh-t meant for me?
is this sh-t meant for me?
i’m f-cked up mentally
please send some help for me
is this sh-t meant for me?
is this sh-t meant for me?
but sh-t, i gave it all to you

[verse 2]
i watched everybody do well after they left me
and they just used me ’till they felt that they were good
some girls told me that they loved me, but when i was all f-cked up
you ain’t help me, you ain’t call me, sh-t got rough

[bridge]
but baby, i don’t know
is this for sure?
i drink, i smoke, but can’t escape
if you ask me what i think, i say

[verse 3]
i hear excuses way more than i hear “i love you”s
i hear more “f-ck you”s than “n-body is above you”s
every girl i tried to talk to like some normal, basic idiot
and i just gotta act like i ain’t really p-ssed, but maybe i am
maybe i’m p-ssed that i ain’t on yet
and everybody in my city loves to taunt me
like i won’t beat somebody’s f-cking -ss for throwing dirt on my name
i don’t ever get no perks from my fame
cause ever person always sees me as a meal ticket, like f-ck all this sh-t
i’m really f-cking mad that money exists
i’m really mad that everybody chose the clout and these b-tches instead of helping me out
like, do i really gotta tell you out loud?
i saw h-ll in 2015, and since then sh-t ain’t changed
i got bigger, but people treat me the same
waiting in line for all these clubs that should pay me and people think that i’m crazy, but i got self-worth
people just take it
never understood why people gotta act like heart and love ain’t important
why these girls i meet just hurt me and bore me
all i asked for was a house for my mama, but then she died
all you said was that i’d make it here easy, but b-tch you lied
b-tch, you lied

[outro]
after that summer, i felt like i was running away from this person i’d been for so long and hid it behind all these foolish vices
i came home one night incredibly under the influence and called you
shaking, paranoid, blacking out and hearing you call my name over and over again, panicking
russell, russell, russell

“russell? russell?
wake up”

- russell lyrics

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