ryan kopperud - seeing double lyrics
[verse 1: ryan kopperud]
i no longer believe in magic, i lost that folly long time ago
too much family passed away, got caught in all that “i don’t know”
but so it goes, and so and so keep on reaping what we’ve sewn
now these nightmares creep in, eyes open or closed
seeking that even keel, therapy through microphones
no more biting tongues, guess i’m surviving on my own
i work my fingers to the bone, walking ’til my feet hurt
screaming into the ether just to see if it works
we gotta lotta holes to fill, booze, powders, or pills
it ain’t a point of pride, we got some pain inside to k!ll
still feeling p+ssed off, sick of staring at the bills
when’s the recognition comin’ in for everything we’ve built?
you can thank my lost loves for these songs i keep makin’
’cause most of those separations felt more like an amputation
i was walking away sorry, i left sorry for staying
and all of that investment is debt that i’m still payin’
most of what i write feels like a postcard to satan
just to check in, i’m scared to ask him if he’s waiting
[chorus: ryan kopperud & eric mayson]
got a lot on my plate, still tryna juggle
i’m so tired
but the hustle ain’t new, we all struggle
i’m so tired, so tired
a buncha’ misfits sifting through the rubble
i’m so tired, so tired
still mistaken, bad at staying out of trouble
i’m so tired of seeing double, double
[verse 2: ryan kopperud]
angel on my left, and a demon my right
keep having a conversation, i can’t f+cking sleep at night
half the time the right is wrong, and the wrong’s too hard to fight
and i am too f+cking tired of it all
so much god d+mn back and forth clogging up my brain cells
ain’t no moving forward, i can’t forget the way her hair smells
now how is that a fair match
i guess i signed that contract without reading what was attached
drove for hours last night and lost myself in my city
spent half of the last year falling in love with being busy
this music is the proof, and now i got something to lose
prioritize yourself, friends call you selfish to boot
win win or lose lose, the method is perspective
epiphanies in symphonies, process is progression
neck in neck with my dreams, why take a second to breathe
i’m besting my worst pieces, like it’s dust in the breeze
so, two sides, i say h+llo and goodbye
find a way to stand straight and try to enjoy the ride
[chorus: ryan kopperud & eric mayson]
i got a lot on my plate, still tryna juggle
i’m so tired
but the hustle ain’t new, we all struggle
i’m so tired, so tired
a buncha’ misfits sifting through the rubble
i’m so tired, so tired
still mistaken, bad at staying out of trouble
i’m so tired of seeing double, double
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