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sabinshii - ode to alcoholism lyrics

verse 1:
father’s son own that sh+t like a medal
backpedal, i lose myself like i lost my sanity
two sides of me don’t agree on presenting manually, in fact i tend to seek
stimulation in the form of confidence building
and soon as that sh+t done hit the ceiling
maybe i’ll be free of the chains that tend to hold me
like your b+tch hold me even though she don’t know me
in the city i ain’t known and my face tend to grow like a young man this a cycle of an anxiety ridden country but still i stand so lovely
i blend it all with the alcohol that tends to burn, it’s bubbly
best friend my dealer, he gives me that good kush for free, just to feel it
i don’t get addicted i feel it’s easier to cope this way instead of mopping i’m working with money and purpose just happy and then falling
chorus:
i don’t wanna wait to be feeling up
i don’t know how to be around you
i need this drink to loosen me up and let me be sound proof
i don’t want wait to get it up
this drink will teach me to love you
this drink will teach me to sleep and let it be nightmare proof

verse 2:
sobbin and throbbing w my wounds open constant salt pouring upon me
i miss my old friends the one that allowed me to feel a little open
saw em again for a sec then they left back to they homes yet
i’m the one that caused the drift, wish i had enough love left inside to feel this sh+t
it’s empty the mind is taxing it’s thoughts that’s left to be a heart to be torn apart
leaving me with a headache that’s hurting a lot
remember when my dad would be passed out upon the ground sh+t that’s what i kinda feel like doing right now
partying till thoughts shrinks
leave me behind the bar blink
caught you in a sight like
blinking upon a stop sign

bridge:
righteous narcissistic tendencies all the time
i ain’t the same man you loved that’s right
tend to the wounds leave behind the gold
told her that i loved her it was the smirnoff talking though
when i said that i hated her that was when i was sober
i swear if i was drunk it would have never happened though
kindness brings the madness that comes from being censored like a madman, do without the candids, did all i can yet, i was just the wrong man
leave behind the claims where they said that i was a f+ggot
bullied to death elementary to the 11th
finally got friends, once i said i wasn’t mad at it
wasn’t mad at it them claims had me off because now i’m in my brain and i’m furious at my thoughts
internal war i’ll marvel at the opportunity lost
like you could have been my love but i can’t let us in public
i’m disgusted by the thought of my friends knowing about it and understanding me again
drown out my worries with the smoke and it’ll blend out it’ll blend out it’ll blend out
the burning in my throat means, i ain’t got no worries, you ain’t gonna hurt me, you got no way to hurt me

- sabinshii lyrics

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