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sad boi dilly - i’m fine lyrics

(sad boi dilly)
so, i feel like i don’t deserve this pain
i’m writing this sitting in the rain, yah
i’ve been so depressed i’m just so upset
don’t want to be here, i just want to rest
just to stop breathing, to stop bleeding to stop feeling this way
i swear to god i’ll run away
i look up at the stars wondering if anyone even cares
livin’ my life just doesn’t even feel fair
i feel like i need to cut deep, feel like i just want to sleep
i don’t know how i’m gonna survive
i just want to be floating in the sky, doesn’t matter dead or alive
yeah been getting bullied in school
everyone just don’t think i’m cool i’m starting to think that i’m just a little ol fool
see when i’m happy i wish for moments to last forever but is seems like they never whatsoever
i’ve been doing some drugs to get away from the struggles, get away from the pain, but i think it’s gonna be worse when they goin’ up in my veins
yah it’s ironic that a side affect of my pills is depression
see i got it cause i ain’t restin’
i’m always stressin’, yeah these demons be possessin’
call it obsession, nowadays i got so much aggression
yeah livin’ now isn’t even a blessin’
see, it scares me sometimes, all my emptiness i have up inside
it all just gives me thoughts of suicide
thoughts of not being alive
why should i even try if i can’t even fly
yeah i don’t know how to talk to people so i wrote this song
yeah i always feel like i’m in the wrong
they won’t even care when i’m gone

(sad boi dilly) i’ve been telling myself i’m fine
that it’ll get better over time
i’ll just live my life like the rest
i can just only hope for the best
gotta stay alive i can’t take bet with my demons
yeah i just always lie and tell everyone that i’m fine

(sistersadian)
driving in the rain, i can not complain
do it everyday, smoke away the pain
trying every way, should i even stay
not about this way, not about this life
why i even try, i ain’t tryna lie
had to hide my knife, i wanna f-cking die
slit my wrists and end tonight
but you care about my life
do you care about yours
baby, what you waiting for, no
“do you love me?”, yes of course
this sh-t’s a f-cking ch0r-
mabye i do not adore this fight
because the key outta this life
isn’t a key, it’s a bullet
i’m thinking too much
i just need to cool it
or maybe just write my will and take some pills
like what’s the big deal, i just really wanna feel
murder in my eyes, i will not comply
to my demons lurking in my mind
i try to take my time to write these lines
not tryna make them rhyme ‘cuz that sh-t’s a crime
a crime against myself, forcing me to will this out
i’m not allowed to take a different route
i gotta keep slaving to these words
not to get this clout
but to calm these demons
man, they travel in herds
corrupting my mind, steady scheming
you need to start leaving me alone
p-ssing through my head, by my lone
i’ve been coming to conclusions
do i belong here, all these illusions
keep on coming, never stop abusin’
i feel like i’m on low battery
i can’t wait to die, literally
tell me why i can’t stop crying
my eyes hurt too much from wiping
my tears away, should i even stay
baby give me a reason
‘cuz i’m fading away

- sad boi dilly lyrics

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