saint ripley - on god / on me lyrics
[verse 1]
my god, where are you at, when i need you most?
i fell on down face first, and now i feel the curse
i been haunted, hunted by demons who come to push me and pull me
and while they rip me at the seams, i stress, i guess
its bout time that i learn to confess to you
recognize i’m blessed more than a lot, it true
all the while there’s, some+something weighing me down
i fought, bloodied knuckles, filthy hands for a crown
build me up, make me whole, all i want is control
slurred speech, limbs numb, broken soul, i’m unknown
this to the god in mirror, this bout my liquid+quick fix it
bout the blur to my vision, and the depression i would swim in
i was drowning, sinking worse of the worst
at least that’s how i perceived, but i know now that the source
so this urge just to feel complete will no longer conquer me
[hook]
that’s on god
that’s on me
[verse 2]
bl++dy nose, sore feet, some eighty+hour weeks
working two jobs with dope dealers preying at each
now you tell me how you’d deal
they’ve got the powdered solution
i got to using to fight sleep and make them ends meet
addiction can creep, it crawled and got me slow
sucked me whole, it’s no wonder all a sudden lost control
sh+t, but no one could know, ashamed to face a weakness
fear to find another urge to drag and chain me to the deep end
in a feedback loop, press snooze, and load loot
you repeat that too much, i promise + you lose
i digress, and re+focus my breath, fill some air to my lungs
i’ve been a man, now a god i’ll become
[hook]
that’s on god
that’s on me
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