sam crutcher - i need a lobotomy lyrics
[chorus 1]
i need god, i need a lobotomy
praying for every muhf+cka that doubted me
people is kind until they don’t gotta be
drowning in liquor, can’t see where the bottom be
i’m paranoid, i need a fluoxetine
i’m in utrecht with my shoota, no stopping me
i hit the blunt now i’m feelin’ like socrates
my third eye opened, saw sh+t i ain’t wanna see
drive to the south where these b+tches won’t bother me
bring me my ar+15 and my rosary
i got a lot on my mind from the liturgy
realized b+tches don’t want me they pity me
d+mn
i need a lobotomy
i need a lobotomy
[verse 2]
i need some time at thе steeple
i need some time with my pеople
i view the past threw a peephole
i only see when i need to
put up a wall that is see+through
i’m a grown man, i don’t need rules
i gotta card and i keep tools
i’on got time for the f+cking fools
i hand out checks like it’s free food
can’t disappoint when they need you
how it’s a team effort but i’m the only one out when it’s past noon?
like i don’t got sh+t that i’d rather do
y’all just lazy it ain’t new
i put muhf+ckas in tenements
they don’t show up till we reaping the benefits
d+mn
i got a lotta sh+t going on right now firing from all facets
and i can’t pass it, i can’t pass it
i gotta keep my priorities straight
i gotta lot falling on my plate
i been hungry, feelin’ like it’s fate
she told me “show up” like if my shawty there i’d ever be late, uh
what the f+ck you think? uh
sorry if that’s a little blunt but
i’on got time for no f+cking games, ugh
feelin’ some type of way
this sh+t is not the same
it’s reciprocation, intimidating
[chorus 2]
so i need god, i need a lobotomy
praying for every muhf+cka that doubted me
people is kind until they don’t gotta be
drowning in liquor, can’t see where the bottom be
i’m paranoid, i need a fluoxetine
i’m in utrecht with my shoota, no stopping me
i hit the blunt now i’m feelin’ like socrates
my third eye opened, saw sh+t i ain’t wanna see
drive to the south where these b+tches won’t bother me
bring me my ar+15 and my rosary
i got a lot on my mind from the liturgy
realized b+tches don’t want me they pity me
d+mn
i need a lobotomy
i need a lobotomy
[verse 2]
i gotta watch my mouth
not just about me
i do what i do
don’t think about how it affects you
leaving footprints in the mud of things i shouldn’t say and things i shouldn’t do
i presume it’ll all melt, but a fossil could form and then what would i do
am i screwed? even worse does it hurt you?
if it was up to me, you’d never have to work a day in your life ever again
i wanna be enough
i wanna be enough
i get annoyed by the smallest of things
i get hit with a deep sadness from the bowls of my heartstrings
i need to up my dosage, see a shrink, call my father
or risk falling victim to the cautionary tales of my mother
i’ve been having dreams that i can’t quite disclose
i’ve always heard that when you’re conflicted you gotta listen to your soul
but if i tapped into the dreams which are supposedly more honest
i don’t think that i’d appreciate the consequence
i feel like a liar ‘cause i’m not perfect and i can be immature
i close my eyes to become the man walking through the sandstorm
i went nonverbal at the wine night
convo divulged into tongues
i let pettiness get the better of me
and acted like a fraud
do i really know you? do i know myself?
i live each day at a time
you’re too good for this world, you’re the angel that lives inside of my mind
i have doubt in everything i do, i doubt that what you say is true
i’ll learn to deal, i’ll learn to heal, i’ll learn to let my guard down
but i can’t stand to be a burden
if i’m honest, i think i’m happier than i’ve ever f+cking been
i can’t afford to f+ck it up, i’ll do anything i can to lift you up
you’re special, you matter, and you’re cared for
you’re enough
you’re more than enough
and as for me, i always hoped love from another would alleviate my insecurities but i’m slowly realizing that the reality isn’t so
and i’ll forever fight this battle on my own
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