satisfy - perfectionist lyrics
[chorus]
everything gotta be so perfect
inside my world. always tryna find a purpose
so i can keep on going. but i’m nervous
i’m so afraid that i’ll fall on the surface
every time i’m in my head, it’s a circus
nothing ever dies on down in my verses
you know i’m hard on myself. i’m certain
that i had it coming cause i’m tryna be perfect
[verse 1]
i’m my own worst enemy. i drain all the energy
right up out my body. all this bullsh+t is k!lling me
i don’t think you’re feeling me. but i don’t f+ckin’ blame you
i air it all out. you might think i’m entertaining you
i’m not. it’s just me crying out for help
cause everything sucks and i’m feeling like h+ll
i f+ckin’ feel like god casted up a spell
to put on me and just me. you can probably tell
that i get real agitated by the little things
while i wish to be assassinated. all i do is bring
myself on down. i’m never gonna learn
or try to love myself cause i’m close to getting burned
what i speak into existence. why i gotta be this way?
all do is hate myself each and every single day
i try my best to ease the pain. but nothing works
so i’m stuck feeling lost. all this sh+t hurts
but look at where i’m at. everything around me makes me mad
got me losing focus. i can’t think and now i’m sad
all of my emotions inside controlling me
i can’t do anything. all this sh+t is holding me
back. tryna lock me in the same spot
that i’m trying to escape. i don’t wanna rot
like everybody in my town. i don’t wanna settle
i’m tryna take it up a notch like it’s heavy metal
cause i know that i can make it out this situation
i can do better. i’m tired of being patient
waiting my turn. i gotta outsmart
this equation. but when i try, it makes my life hard
that’s just who i am. i tend to overthink
and take it all to heart. i just wanna drink
everything away. i’m just getting worked up as usual
cause i’m my worst critic when i’m lost and delusional
[chorus]
everything gotta be so perfect
inside my world. always tryna find a purpose
so i can keep on going. but i’m nervous
i’m so afraid that i’ll fall on the surface
every time i’m in my head, it’s a circus
nothing ever dies on down in my verses
you know i’m hard on myself. i’m certain
that i had it coming cause i’m tryna be perfect
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