scornedandcrucified - these demons (freestyle) lyrics
(intermission)
“k, and so im really feeling like im just gonna do this in one take
we’ll see how it goes so i mean like
stick around we’ll see if we get a good show
yea
basically gonna be a freestyle”
(chorus:)
these demons of mine, enlighten my spirits
but fitting in or livin i’ll struggle within it (yea, yeah)
she chew in, she chew in my flesh and its stinging
but
but i don’t feel nothing though no cuz ive learned to give in
(verse one:)
and these women, got me feeling like this one chick (uh huh)
that i (uh huh)
once knew named madelaine (yea)
b+tches like madelaine (yea) only here for the actin’ (yea)
got me like hey, (yea)
lemme pop a few pillies (yea) once i quit (yea) (aye 3x)
all that sh+t maybe ill just keep to the aspirin(yea)
i feel like my heart is always buildin’ in a strain (just a feelin’ f+ck)
just the way
that ive been feeling like i need some sp+ce
is there anything left (b+tch)
in my heart still remaining? (nah)
aw yea
while im sitting on this mic recording
i spent 3 hours & 27 minutes just debating if i still wanna be living (suicidal)
that is the actual heart rate that i feel (yea)
little bit of dot, dot, dot, zero, zero, zero
no response my bodies still (yea)
yeah my bodies sti+i+ill(bodies still, still)
my bodies sti+i+ill
(chorus changed for verse 2:)
these demons of mine
have damaged my mind
enlightened my spirits & closed both my eyes
the shadows at night
that cut out the pain
replaced it with lies
hidden the problems
rid me of time
i need to find me
a reason to try
to pry
off the cuffs
(verse 2:)
stopping my dreams in the night
and i still need to fight
off the people anchoring down my dynamics
now you f+cked with me twice
you done
now you rolled the dice
f+cking with your hoe
because im heartless (heartless)
and it shows
doggy down posed
in the mirror
never asked for her opinion
“just take off your clothes”
i’m drinking away in polo
leaving my sobriety on pending
lemme raise a toast
hennything that i say will go (goes)
(chorus for verse 3:)
these demons of mine
have damaged my mind
enlightened my spirits & closed both my eyes
cut out the pain
replaced it with lies
hidden the problems
rid me of ti+i+ime
and i need to find me
a reason to try
to pry
off the cuffs
(verse 3)
are ya free?
naw im busy
whatcha been doing?
sittin’ & chillin’
what’s your deal, why won’t you see me?
healing my soul
breaking hearts on the low
i’d rather spend my time on my own
slip ups gotta sting though
get out of my dm’s thinking your sl!ck when you slid in
(b+tch, b+tch, b+tch)
coming off all clingy & desperate it shows
self respect? nah unspeakable
motives? id rather be a hoe
(yea)
(whisper chorus one:)
these demons of mine
enlighten my spirits
but fitting in or livin’
i’ll struggle within it (i’ll struggle within it)
(struggle, struggle)
(yea)
(everyday ,everyday)
(these demons ending verse 4:)
she chew in
she bit in
my flesh & its stinging
but i dont feel nothing
cuz ive learned to give in
don’t even hear the ringing
xanax must have found the void and filled it
(wh0res)
wh0res that will use me
i can’t stop reliving the vision
maybe one day
i’ll find someone’s love
who i can fit in with
wish i never f+cked you!
i wish that i was a virgin
tryna heal now
all thats left is these little scars
powder burdens
b double r
b r o k e n h e a r t
can you you hear m e?
dead mc feeling d e a d
yea life is cheap
any feeling of normal
seems to be out of reach
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