sea of deprivation - so i abhor... lyrics
no more, brilliance in my laugh
no more, warmth in my smile
no more, gleam of hope in my eyes
only pockets
filled with sorrow
my fall from grace
to a place i cannot face
where the air is cold and moist
no salvation but my voice
a disaster wrapped in pain
i watch my world fall out of me
dignity spills away
and emptiness takes it’s place
my mind subdues to shame
and emptiness takes it’s place
leaves me numb and hollow
a void wrought by disgrace
i’ve lost a part of me
that there’s no way to replace
when comfort blends to confidence
to a sense of self worth
to a state of, near happiness
where inhibition, is divorced
intoxication masks humiliation
impaired by an unseen force
like a dog that’s just been beaten
i will always come back for more
self+fulfillment
of these prophecies
leaves me crippled
with remorse
so i abhor…
so i abhor…
so i abhor…
so i abhor…
without this sense of misery
i would not be me
without the sweet embrace of agony
i would lose everything close to me
what an unfortunate feeble existence
is this the life we all have to lead?
isolation
indignation
desolation
progression indeed
without the fear of rejection
i could amass some esteem
without a positive self+reflection
i’m only left to hate everything. [ah?]
why do i carry on this charade?
with every silver lining is someone else’s pain
why do i wake up every day?
when i know it will always be the same
nothing can replace the things that could have been
nothing will erase the moment they slipped through my fingers
i sit high
on my throne
the king of despair
all alone…
nothing..
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