seb harris - home lyrics
[verse 1]
i made mistakes, i made myself a fool
i’m sorry to my parents that i didn’t tell the truth
in fact i was scared to open up to you
dealing with abuse, i couldn’t get it through
to my father, the best man, you raised me
i’m thankful, that you stuck around, for me
and for my mother, i see you, you working real hard
i know that i’m struggling, but i’m finding god
cause i believe in miracles, anything can happen
i don’t go out much, no fan of that action
i guess i’m scared of death hoping that i’m everlasting
music and my life is the beginning of a p-ssion
and i’m sorry to my teachers that i didn’t tell you sooner
i was in a patch of darkness worried bout my future
had no way to cope so i used my sense of humour
little did i know that i would end up as the loser
[chorus]
home, i wanna go home
i don’t wanna be alone, anymore
home, i wanna go home
i don’t wanna be alone, anymore
[verse 2]
failing 2 cl-sses heading into senior year
but you had convinced me that i was in the clear
not knowing that my mental limit’s near
but i fell under pressure, and it turned real severe
the dreaming wasn’t stoppin the abuse would happen often
counsellors won’t stop talking, had me feeling that i’m off it
had to put out for my partners, ultimately for departures
momma said that i’m handsome but your boy just ain’t no charmer
d-mn, i took my good cards out the deck
you ain’t looking at a king, you looking a joker
my mind was taking chances like i’m playing games of poker
a sucker for your smoke, it’s a struggle staying sober
and my mind was getting colder, we wasn’t getting any closer
you was feeling so bipolar, you rest your head on my shoulder
and i regret my decisions, i guess i didn’t have the vision
kept depression to myself like my own f-cking business
locked in my head like this sh-t was imprisoned
scared to talk cause it was hard to reminisce and
writing all these lyrics on a note with an ink pen
crying in school, cause it’s been hard ever since then
i guess it’s just what happens when your body’s in transition
[chorus]
home, i wanna go home
i don’t wanna be alone, anymore
home, i wanna go home
i don’t wanna be alone, anymore
[outro]
i just wanna tell the kids that it’s okay
don’t hide your anxiety, don’t hide your mental struggles
not telling anyone is part of the problem
once you seek that help, you’ll feel 100% better
trust me and yourself and soon enough, everywhere will feel like home
your days will start to feel brighter than usual, just know that with time, everything gets better
tell your peers, tell your parents or guardians, tell your teachers, tell your friends
i promise you that you will get the help you need, and once it’s out, you’ll feel better about yourself
live long. always strive & prosper
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