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seeyadrew - sznl dprssn lyrics

[intro]
woke up this morning, i was like
“there’s no way this is christmas eve”
you know?
doesn’t even feel like the year’s gone by

[verse]
since i found the truth about santa
christmas ain’t been the same
taught me even dreams have limits
not just the fireplace
when i was a kid
i dreamt of visiting the north pole
now i’m older, colder, lower
tryna find a higher place
covid+christmas isn’t christmas, is it?
i feel like the falalas were taken
right out of my mind, erased
used to ask for toys to play with outside
now i ask for things to feel like
less of an outsider, mane
wonder how my parents feel, watchin’ their own son
turn his wish list to a written list of things he wish
he didn’t have to finish but he did it ‘cause he knew
that if he didn’t, it would signal his depression
hit the limit and it k!lled him, ay
i don’t ask for nothin’ big
feelin’ guilty, needin’ clarity
when my parents paid for
almost seven months of therapy for me
can’t even bear it, how i’m feelin’
seem bipolar, only goin’ quicker
changin’ like the seasons
‘tis the season
always tryna fit in
hidden all my fears, they’re secret
always spittin’ heat
got me frostbitten without freezin’
i been makin’ bad decisions
messin’ up my life
then i roll my eyes when they say
“this all happens for a reason”
[chorus]
when the first snow falls from the blank gray sky
the first tear falls from your blank red eyes
and you’ve lost your grip on your hate+filled mind
same old life with the same old lies
when the first snow falls from the blank gray sky
the first tear falls from your blank red eyes
and you’ve lost your grip on your hate+filled mind
same old life with the same old lies

[bridge]
legos to lettin’ go, hot wheels to venmo
back in the day, loved football
now i’m caught in the wrong end zone
content with not ever content now
might never get over the fence now
imagine my head as a penthouse
the pain livin’ there without rent now

[chorus]
when the first snow falls from the blank gray sky
the first tear falls from your blank red eyes
and you’ve lost your grip on your hate+filled mind
same old life with the same old lies
when the first snow falls from the blank gray sky
the first tear falls from your blank red eyes
and you’ve lost your grip on your hate+filled mind
same old life with the same old lies

- seeyadrew lyrics

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