senseless - all of my life lyrics
(verse 1)
all of my life i been chasing some dreams that ill never have
get some respect, get what i want, get me some cash
but everyone doubted they said i can’t rap
well i’ll prove em wrong i’ll get my payback
i’m not alone my friends got my back
if you hit my phone i won’t hit you back
yea yea
tryna move on but i can’t get past
the terrible things that i did in my past
no mom or dad it was attention i lacked
i’m tryna adapt
but i just don’t know how to socially interact
and maybe i’m fine
it’s not like you’d ask
but maybe i’m dying
it’s not like you’d act
my anxieties rising
its these thoughts i rapt (whoa)
(verse 1-cont.)
onto the next chapter in my life
locked onto this girl yea i had her in my sights
but i walked into disaster cause my love was blind
now i’m dealing with the aftermath of a stupid fight
now she rarely answers when i hit her line
thought i wasn’t up to standard and maybe i was right
and i’m getting plastered to deal with what’s inside
another way to feel enamored by having a good time
so instead of good things, i’m just looking for a party
know i love her but will f-ck with anybody
to get her off my mind but it ain’t working anyway
now i’m working every day
so broke i got a dollar off thousands of pennies saved
guess the only way to see the future’s with the past i embrace
but for right now writings my great escape
so i do it all the time to try to get my mind to behave
(woo)
(verse 2)
all of my life i been chased by some demons that ill always have
i’m begging and pleading to please let me go
but they keep on insisting i always come back
well i’ll make them weep at their knees and defeat them
i’ll make them scream till they sweating and t–thing
i can kick ’em out but i’ll never defeat them
think i’m going crazy i’m sweating and bleeding
yea
problematic
everywhere i go cause drama; havoc
see happiness and i wanna have it
but i can’t grasp it so i’m letting go
and i said it’s so
so so it is
so go with it
no show me what
i wanna see
i probably
caused it from thinking
over-logically uh
(verse 2-cont.)
but i never wanna go back to where i come from
all the things i’ve done need to be undone
all the wrongs i’ve tried to right i need to undo
all the songs i’ve tried to write i need to start over like one-two
three-four-five
we poor life
was born crying
so we seek more; grind
we gonna have a good future
you only know a little ‘bout my past so don’t act like you know about my sutures
i grew up wanting this immersed myself in the culture
want it so bad became a drug abuser
sh-t what a loser
don’t talk about it
won’t amount to mountains
so quit your shouting
let me be the fountain
ima spray it outwards like
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