seth bennett - not special lyrics
[verse 1]
when i was a much younger kid
i was told i was smart and gifted
now here i am standing before you
wondering what the f+ck i’m supposed to do
i’m a failure and i’m a freak
i’m just a dumb kid who’s fragile and weak
i think my life’s reached an all time low
and i think i’m the scummiest person i know
[pre+chorus]
i don’t know what to believe anymore
i’m losing all of my self control
i’m making constant trips to the drugstore
while hitting my head on a pole
[chorus]
i’m an attention wh0re, i just wanna be special
just like my dad before, except i’m worth so little
campaign a f+cking war, play my friends like a fiddle
all because i’m bored, i’ll get you caught in the middle
and i’m sorry but that’s not changing
i’m a selfish b+tch who wants everything
[verse 2]
i’m not gonna make it past 15
everybody that i know hates me
and i know that i’m f+cking lonely
it’s only been getting worse lately
i’ve got no motivation to get out bed
all of my clothes are slowly staining red
and the voices want me dead
why can’t they just get out of my head
[pre+chorus]
i don’t know what to believe anymore
i’m losing all of my self control
i’m making constant trips to the drugstore
while hitting my head on a pole
[chorus]
i’m an attention wh0re, i just wanna be special
just like my dad before, except i’m worth so little
campaign a f+cking war, play my friends like a fiddle
all because i’m bored, i’ll get you caught in the middle
and i’m sorry but that’s not changing
i’m a selfish b+tch who wants everything
[verse 3]
cut my legs and let me bleed out
i don’t give a f+ck if you shout
you just want your f+cking clout
so understand why i’ve got doubts
i don’t know why i’m even alive
i’m already at the end of the line
i’ve always been such a waste of time
i guess i’ll just go and talk to people online
[pre+chorus]
i don’t know what to believe anymore
i’m losing all of my self control
i’m making constant trips to the drugstore
while hitting my head on a pole
[chorus]
i’m an attention wh0re, i just wanna be special
just like my dad before, except i’m worth so little
campaign a f+cking war, play my friends like a fiddle
all because i’m bored, i’ll get you caught in the middle
and i’m sorry but that’s not changing
i’m a selfish b+tch who wants everything
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