shadeset - given up ii lyrics
[chorus]
if i’m so “given up”
then how the f+ck am i still here?
got stories written up
my chronic f+cking worst fears
lonely living, i end up
reliving nightmares
lonely living, i end up
reliving nightmares
[verse]
2 years later mental sitting in a worse spot
do me a favor? just let me f+cking sit and rot
pain growing greater, i’m afflicted with the same mark
am i afraid of, am i afraid to be forgot?
i don’t let them in
wanna stay inside this time
i know the walls thin
but i can’t cry so i just rhyme
did i evolve sin?
breathing ain’t enough to live?
gave it all to win?
gotta give more than i’ve been!
[chorus]
if i’m so “given up”
then how the f+ck am i still here?
got stories written up
my chronic f+cking worst fears
lonely living, i end up
reliving nightmares
lonely living, i end up
reliving nightmares
[verse 2]
is this sh+t a cop out?
what the f+ck is real?
plead allegiance, i thought
you had the same feel
i still feel the fallout
and i know that it’s seen
i don’t wanna ball out
still i just hope to bleed
ain’t what it’s cracked up
never could back up
really, just locked myself
with the master
i’m just a b+st+rd
let me die faster
i don’t wanna live with the pain
that i’ve mastered
god, please, tell me something
was i meant to be stepped?
and if i’m worth nothing
please, could you bless me death?
[chorus]
if i’m so “given up”
then how the f+ck am i still here?
got stories written up
my chronic f+cking worst fears
lonely living, i end up
reliving nightmares
lonely living, i end up
reliving nightmares
[bridge]
and nightmares still haunt
like every other thought
can’t have my fate paused
we just keep going on
got my sights on
can’t let the dreams fall
i might just take you all
don’t know me, not at all
[bridge]
go live and take ad+f+cking+vantage
of the pain i got
scream like i’m a f+cking savage
on the beats i brought
even bleeding, somehow manage
raise them standards up
live in balance of self+hatred
and the hate for y’all
so let’s just face it
i’m damaged but i’m better off
let me embrace it
this pain got me leveled up
what i call “aimless”
you f+ckers call your best shot
’tis why i’m shameless
so f+ck it, run the pressure up
[chorus]
if i’m so “given up”
then how the f+ck am i still here?
got stories written up
my chronic f+cking worst fears
lonely living, i end up
reliving nightmares
lonely living, i end up
reliving nightmares
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