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shady moon - toshima lyrics

[intro]
(you make me sick)
(f+ck you shady)

[verse 1]
what’s one year to a lifetime, i know you probably don’t get that line
i was in cabo when i got the text, i felt fine
’til i read through, just realized you’re the woman i’m about to lose
every time i said i liked you i swear it was true
i promise everyone around me, it was gonna be you
there was so many moments where i think love’s really true
there was even a time where you house was the place i wanted to move
i don’t think we took it too fast, listen how we still crash
i was in shambles asking god why, it was something he was mad
i know i’m not the greatest human, i take that sh+t to my grave
and even then i’ll just die, i’ll be judged slowly
i’m not great, said it now i’m just another no one
trust issues and insecurities get the best of me, but
i can’t help learning to be someone new to you

[verse 2]
we could take this back to before she went and left
i find it funny how you don’t know your rights or your lefts
it’s off topic but i guess it all makes sense
since i’m the one you left, even though we had se—
back to taking it back, you walked around for six weeks and came back like hey
you made a joke but honestly it made my f+cking day
said, i was going to j+pan, you smiled, “like, yeah, me too”
i’m like girl you must be crazy, this is not for you
i was leaving for some inspo’ for some songs
but then i realized the inspo’ that i really needed was you
told my parents so much that i’m into you
(you can tag along i don’t really mind)
in the middle we would be taking, you see a screenshot
i’m like, “girl, what am i reading”
you said, “lol, you’re not the only one going to j+pan, silly”
i’m like, “what, you better stay your ass home”
you tell me, “oh, so you can go link up with other hoes”
(girl, shut up, you know it’s not true)
(cmon, you really think so?)
you look crazy but i’m used to seeing myself in mirrors
that screenshot was a plane ticket, guess you’re coming along with me
i guess it’s time i start to take this woman, real, real serious
she did all this to see me, she must really like me right?
to be honest it felt good too be true, too good to be true
but if you lied then, i guess it was all on you
take my feelings from me and i’ll give everything to you
i see you soon, i see you soon, my flights tomorrow ’round noon
(we have to be crazy right?)
(no seriously)
i still got stuff i’m hiding from you, i ended up not coming through
i text you “sorry, but i can’t be in j+pan anytime soon”
you start crying calling your mom, that’s the start of mistakes
without hearing why i can’t come, you start assuming i’m fake
my life’s full of mysteries but i just let you take that cake
when you was on that flight, d+mn
[verse 3]
i had too much anxiety, i wasn’t strong
but now i got on a new plane, just played my favorite song
and i know what’s your favorite song
do you see the inspiration that i took from this song?
i wipe my eyes and pay that next time flight in cash
i don’t care how much it was, ’cause you’re way more than first class, i’ll see you soon
i said, my eyes were bloodshot red
but i’ll still get on that flight if it means we’d sleep in the same bed
fast forward, i’m landing at [?] that is where we met
i said, “don’t touch me”, it’s not ’cause of you, it’s so full of sweat
we in the uber ride on our way to a city in tokyo
it’s not even awkward i feel like i’ve been down this road before
but it’s different this time
i’m loving the way you look, find it funny how you say you’re 6’0 but in reality you’re like 5’9 or 5’10
regardless those balenciaga give you a few cents to your skirt
shirt branding, i love the way that your knees bend
cool hair on a cool girl, i wanna be more than just first, honestly
let’s not have anything to make our story weird
we climb a building and sh+t
i love the way you talk to me, in j+pan you speak mandarin, so it might be easy having you around
honestly it makes me feel like i have peace
i just want more days with you, that’s why you missed your flight back
i bought you another one, instead come here and don’t go back
extending my bnb where i stay at
told her my crib [?]
that’s our spot, i’ll stop by, just give me a little more time
don’t ghost me, baby, i want to be in the house with my wife
[verse 4]
the uber ride around night, we don’t even know where we going
vibe good, music good, city pop blasting, we talking to hop out
i look around you said, “i’m ’bout to start walking”
i get inside, you laugh, i said “sir, we’re good”, that laugh man
(i didn’t realize i’m in love)
but nothing made me more certain when we went to the movies
in the uber i look at you, like am i really gon’ do this?
i ask you, “do you like me?”, you said, “are you really this stupid”
“you couldn’t tell, well”
i could, but i’m still cautious as h+ll
as what if i liked you and you don’t like me back
i’ll be dammed, it will f+ck me up again and i don’t wanna be that again
it was not rude, but i asked why did you liked me more than a friend
she said, ’cause of the way that i act, the way that i move
tickets to bad boys, i’m only getting two
i couldn’t watch the movie there was a girl who was as beautiful as you
beside me, i love your smile, i can’t move i love you i won’t say it ’til you do, i miss you
when you’re not here i wanna live in your skin
hope it’s not weird your getting a matching tattoo on our leg
i don’t care if your name is tatted on him, i’m not him

[verse 5]
everyday with you makes me wish sleep didn’t exist
and every time i’m not with you, girl, you’re the one that i miss
you like to drink and i don’t but i guess it’s just something i just miss
i accept you for who you are, just don’t get me p+ssed
you listen to me when i tell you not to overdo it
(seriously, i really appreciate that)
[verse 6]
but when you left j+pan i got drunk for the first time
the whole time i was wishing you were here and you were sipping my wine
pour a few shots ’cause at the time i thought the world was mine and i could be whoever i wanted to
i got drunk as h+ll and called you on 22’s phone, girl, i can’t leave you alone
spill my feelings over the phone, “like, hey, i hope this ain’t wrong but i like you so d+mn much i can’t wrap my head around this feeling, it’s something i never had in so long, you are the inspiration to my songs, thank you”

[verse 7]
fast forward a few days, now i’m coming to see you
your house was [?] a now it it’s finally true
step in your room, you said my airport clothes don’t belong in your bed
that’s weird, i guess she’s clean it all makes sense in her head
that’s cool, girl, to you, i’ll do whatever you say
your wish is my command, i’ll learn to say it in mandarin one day
hours pass, days pass, i’ll take you to your class and meet your friends and pay for everything
i don’t care about cash
—cool
fun to talk to, i hope to get to know then more ’cause they’re a big part of you
we didn’t grow up the same, but i’ll adjust it for you

[verse 8]
flying out of— i gotta hit mexico
it’s my boys birthday but i behave and you know
i would’nt do this to disrespect us fosure
i’m real serious ’bout you, girl, and i think you should know
i’m happy i call you the name i do ’cause no one else does
i wish i didn’t have these problems and i can easily trust
it might be dumb to tell you but it’s just way more than love
i hope i don’t get overwhelmed ’cause i be trying for us
and i hope you don’t get overwhelmed because i been trying for us
i know you do too don’t worry
now we in present time, you tryna tell me goodbye
i’m like why i hit you phone for about fifty+six times
i pour my heart ’cause if you leave at least i told ya
you call me meet me in [?] whenever i f+cking scold ya
i’m not tryna be aggressive, i just hope you get my message
it’s not easy being with someone who d+mn near always stressin’
i like jokes but sometimes i can’t tell whenever you miss him
that’s my fault, that’s my bad, i’ll do better in the future
i’m on a plane now, on my way to— again
my head hurts ’cause you tried to leave me out in the wind
i understand you can’t see me for a while
after your la trip, but you haven’t lived like this
my side, i can’t lie, i want you more than my life
(please try your call again later, goodbye)
—be you, be true
[?]

[outro]
(f+ck you shady)
guess i see you
i touch down in seven in the afternoon
be there
(you make me sick)

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