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shailen - m. lyrics

[verse 1]
you wished me happy birthday
and with that smile on your face, we just got to flirting
the sprinkle in your eyes contained about a thousand words
glitter glistening from lights you could tell i was nervous
but the conversation never stopped
not giving sp+ce for any empty thoughts
two farmers on an empty plot
understood each other like we body swapped
you listened and that meant a lot
coffee in the morning right before your flight
sitting on the beach the sun was shining bright
and it’s only been a week but i just feel like this is right
and now my bed is where you lay your head and go to sleep at night
listen to music staring up at the ceiling
talking bout our grief and subconsciously gaining healing
unattainable feelings
over the course of those days i wept
i fell in love with you
[chorus]
if my blood is red
and the world’s gonna end
i can spend around one more day
with you instead
can’t be alone
it’s so cold in my bed
oh babe, i’d rather be
with you instead

[verse 2]
it’s been some time and our now differences been creeping up
ignorance is bliss so we staying for the sake of love
but we both know that our clock is ticking time is up
we sacrificing us just to keep ways we feeling
you want a life partner
you wanna have kids that follow faith just like their mother
while i’m figuring out how to get myself through another
day without keeping my body wrapped up under the covers
but you see me through a lens like no else before
and you’re the fire in my heart that burns me to my core
i could pen a million songs for you and still write more
your presence everything i need and all that i adore
you’re the light of my life, my new best friend
i love your words, colors, and curves, your emotions
though i love you walking beside me, we at years end
and while we celebrate the beginnings, we contemplate ends
[chorus]
if my blood is red
and the world’s gonna end
i can spend around one more day
with you instead
can’t be alone
it’s so cold in my bed
oh babe, i’d rather be
with you instead

[verse 3]
it’s been a month and i still check my phone
hoping that i get a call or text saying we’re wrong
any excuse to hear from you, your voice is what i long
it’s hard to keep going forward when you can’t move on
i’m graduating baby you’d be so proud of me
and now i’m lookin for myself so i got therapy
wish you were here, you could be a witness
to my growth, my prosperity, my life’s mission
i wanna tell you a few things before i leave
before i slowly turn to dust in your mind and blow amongst the trees
please remember all the times i was there for you
even when it got hard, you know i cared for you
look at me in a positive light
despite the outcomes of our treacherous and on going plight
when i see your name, i’m just tempted to type
i delete the message cause i know decisions was right
thank you for showing me what it’s liked to be loved
thanks for telling me that i am enough
thanks for pushing me to be the person i can become
thanks for holding me down when i was giving it up
when you look at the moon, i hope you’re thinking of me
when the sun’s setting too, i hope you think of the beach
and when you’re falling asleep, i hope my name on your breath
and when you think of our time, i hope you think of the best

- shailen lyrics

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