shape of despair - ...to live for my death... lyrics

all life will be gone
soon leaving myself…
into the spheres of emotions…
emotions…
i thought…
there’s nothing left for me,
anymore… everything
is gone.
nothing left
to feel nor to understand.

i did not wanted
to live my life
nor did i even wanted
to live for my death…
strong it is indeed…
life… strange to born for death…