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shattered_souls - my silent cries lyrics

[intro]
“deep into that darkness peering, long i stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before,”
“satan has his companions; fellow devils, to admire and encourage him; but i am solitary and detested.”

[verse 1]
you slam my door
say it’s your roof
your rules
your name
call it love
when you twist my words and brand me shame
calendar on the fridge
every square filled with my mistakes
eighteen winters
you kept the curtains closed for my sake

[pre+chorus]
you say you’re scared i’ll disappear
but i’m alrеady gone in here
talking to thе cracks in the wall
because you never hear at all

[chorus]
i hate you for what you call love
every bruise you hide with a hug
every “for your own good”
while you break my spine for trust
i want you to see what you’ve done
every year you stole from your son
eighteen years in this house
and you still call this love
[verse 2]
you read my phone
like a guard checking cells at night
count my breaths
like you’ll lose control if i sleep right
you say i’m ungrateful
as you pull my world out from the shelf
say “i’m all you’ve got”
while you teach me how to hate myself

[pre+chorus]
you lock the door
then ask for thanks
hold me close
then twist the blade
say “one day you’ll understand”
i’m just trying to make it to that day

[chorus]
i hate you for what you call love
every bruise you hide with a hug
every “for your own good”
while you break my spine for trust
i want you to see what you’ve done
every year you stole from your son
eighteen years in this house
and you still call this love
[breakdown]
i don’t want your hugs
if they come with chains attached
i don’t want your prayers
if they’re just a way to keep me trapped
i need you to look at me
not the version living in your head
your little boy is bleeding out
right here
standing by your bed
can you hear me when i say
i’m not the enemy you made
i am not your second chance
i am not the price you paid

[outro]
please just let me go.
before my life fades away

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