shayd 479 - exist lyrics
[verse 1: rozz dyliams]
my mental state is sick
mind infected by the brick
happy this is over and i can not get with it
every day i toy with the idea of jumping off the ledge
i wish that i could do it but i can’t cause i’m a b+tch
the only thing i love is something that does not exist
the only thing existing in my life is just this
i don’t get to be a father, i don’t get to see my kid
i don’t even get a choice to tune the voices out my head
life is torture, life is struggle, life is pain that just persists and frankly i don’t have the energy within to fight and kick
smoking on the balcony alone is where i’ll sit
fiending for a hit and never thinking when i’ll quit
everybody quit on me but i’m still breathing + breathe it in
the sound of me pounding my head with my fist
i tried to write a list about everything i was thankful for but i couldn’t do it and instead i came up with this
[verse 2: shayd 479]
something that i love does not exist
if only for a moment i could dismiss
the feelings, if you only knew
deceiving, it was never true
yes i struggle with the emptiness ipray
to whomever is above us i can’t say
this is for the people who are lost and can’t find a way
trust in yourself as we living underneath the shade
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